to live in 50 States is not a privilege #cabc

I think it would be wise to understand that women are under attack. I am now and forever in the NEW JERUSALEM and refuse your vitriol in my life, Western World.

I am sealing this blog for a time, and perhaps times, with a little study of the Oracle I Ching.

May all people who have (had) a hard time with me over 60 years forgive me. I am completely forgiving everyone including myself. And I am living free, for the rest of my days. I am grateful I can write this sentiment today. I am grateful I have time to study a little more and perhaps find a happier place for myself while not bothering anyone anymore.

01 October 2026 #SorceressTara

I CHING

a wee study

Edited by Emily Anderson; Introduction and translation excerpted from IChing: Walking Your Path, Creating Your Future

I choose my revenge today: Love.

As to Cara Coffey, I can assert with reasonable dignity today, October 1, 2026–that it is easier to be nobody rather than somebody.

I Ching 1 and 2

  1. Creative Force
  2. Earth

How can I liberate my creative energy? ……increase time in art again–not as much writing.

What wants to be liberated? ……peace in 50 States.

  1. Create Source Success–constancy. “A noble one (elect) finds this creative force is within her, as close as her own breath.”

How am I being guided? …….five elements, goddess/god Universe

How can I lend my strength? …….love my neighbor as myself

2. From the source, creating success. “Earth is heaven’s partner in bringing the world into being.”

Today I am turning a corner. Please do not be dismayed. I will simply open up my 6662 again for my friends on this blog whom I appreciate very much.

It is hard today. I feel my whole life has been misunderstood by everyone who knows me. I feel alone. I am still doing the basics I always did yet without as many emotional spin outs from whatever that was tormenting my entire family for a long while.

Indeed, I have gotten to the point that I can see the wicked spirits’ work sometimes, and even a morning or two ago I awoke to one tormenting me in which case I picked up the following book being reviewed on another site of mine, and just read some. The tormentor left.

I must let all my life go now. I am blamed for so much, it is time to give up and realize there must be something very wrong with me to have received so much angst all these years.

But even at that, I can tell the World System and the homes where I have been all these years, and the churches where I have been and tried to remain faithful within, I know it is best simply to continue to love everyone, to take care of what I have to take care of, and to move on alone again, not being understood still, accepted still, or wanted generally-speaking.

Love,

Cara Ann Beaty-Coffey.

PS: while I will participate in the food side of Thanksgiving and Christmas, I am no longer buying presents for anyone. I was told a year or two ago that I just did that gift-giving so people would favor me. You are wrong, all of you, who tore me apart with words behind my back. I was genuinely trying to show love in a world of a 50-State history I am living within to be a person who ministers “love never fails”. I still do not think we failed one another, all of you of my life. The One Exception is the Klonek Line of my blood family. They betrayed me and as you can see in my artwork, I am choosing love and loneliness instead of turning my ministry into a vindictive cess pool.

There is a little bit of poetry to complete here, and it will be in the form of two authors helping me with balance of my personal life since as Generation X, I am feeling at a loss, at an end, and there is No Beginning any longer in this place. There is no longer any New Beginnings in this place. #SorceressTara.

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