If you love yourself, you will appreciate the seed of your father even if he is a wicked person because you are glad to be here. I have always been this way regardless of which religion, political stance, and/or capitalistic bull shit was around with which my mentality had to deal.

Stress. It’s a life.

And I refuse to live like that, but yet, if one is honest–life is stress and not much more in 2026 and I don’t think that’s just 50 States, now, do you?

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Let me become Jesus Christ, a Seer. Indeed, I happen to know the moment Mother Mary–a teenage bride one would suspect–saw His Face, She knew something was up. I happen to be a person who believes the metaphysical realities testified in the Bible though I no longer believe in the Bible.

Anyway, He wasn’t just a Seer. He IS A HIGHEST PRIEST AND SHAMAN. And what is more, I can link things He is reported TO STILL BE SPEAKING TO MULTITUDES in the Gospel Record that will tell you what I already know: He could have written JRR Tolkien’s Work. He could have written Mine. The Double Moons Prayer Initiative HAS BEEN splashed across this blog I pay for, certainly.

When I was born, and my mother–full of shame–saw my face, she didn’t know my Spiritual Name is Tara. That sort of thinking is demonic to My Parents’ Religion. And there are so many of us hidden in time by Dogma and Orthodoxy.

thinking upon orthodoxy-isms, gnosticism, and the destruction of women as decent human beings: edited 3/16/2026 – Abundance Actualization Journey of Cara Ann Beaty-Coffey

Let me tell you the POV of a Man I have met: I am the alpha-omega — and when I come back……….it will be as the Lamb, not as the Lion. I know I am Elect Judah and I must die and rise again for a people who will never believe I exist. This thing hurts. What must I do to make sure I do not treat The Father as Enemy as they always do?

Because, ya’ll let me give you a glimpse of now being what He was born over 2,000 years ago BEING: It is true that He helped my middle name Ann arise. But in this world, Cara Ann is a non-person most people feel comfortable telling off. There is no respect for me. I’m evidently not respectable.

As Shaman Ann, let me tell you from His Own self, but paraphrased–what it is like to be Him over 2,000 years ago. He knew by age 12–my guess since his parents lost him and he was In My Father’s House which he later drove all the moneychangers out of–It is my guess at age 12 He knew HIMSELF TO BE A MAN BORN TO DIE AT THE PROPER TIME TO SAVE THE WORLD FROM WHAT?

From me, evidently. He died to save the Girl in Him. He didn’t die for men. “Do not weep for Me; weep for Yourselves and Your Children….”

as he hung dying, even begging The Father to get the Angels to destroy them all–The Father instead turned His Face from His Son…..

And until you have turned your face away from a child suffering, do not weep for Me, the Girl.

Until you have turned away and said an early goodbye to a Soul, a dear Soul, that you grew in Your Womb,

don’t judge me.

Until you are a Compassionate General in any war who must send men to their death, don’t judge Jesus Christ. You judge Jesus Christ day in and out in my Worlds. You trample the Name you use to cast out demons as he did. I’ve cast so many demons out of people it’s why I am considered disreputable as a Girl.

But ya’ll don’t understand the metaphysical and you have forgotten what should be sacred. Let me tell you what should be sacred for Good People:

Health

Sexuality

Spiritual Necessity

Humility Fostered

Full tummies

Hard, yet good community necessary, work.

All of these points are sacred. Not the church building down the street. Not the president of 50 states. Not the house and senate of these 50 states. Not the Supreme Court.

“Sacred” was lost the moment they all chose to murder the King of kings. We haven’t had “sacred” for over 2,000 years. And that’s the real problem.

…………..I CALL UP THE JUDGE, ABRAHAM LINCOLN…….