Last night, I had another divine appointment with Jesus Christ. Though I admitted in Watchman Nee, Dr. Kendall, Cara, Media, & Justice finished 12:12 PM that I wasn’t going to “go into the building”, I did. I always do. Jesus is like that: he goes in the building anyway, smiles real big, and then helps me not be as broken as I was before but I dunno how he does that with…….Christians no matter tribe, tongue, people, slave or free. He always does that.
But that’s not the divine appointment I’m talking about. I’m talking about what happened before I went into the building, got my hair trimmed, and bought my new spring purse: behold, all things are new. When I went to Charming Charlies and got the new purse–which I’ve been looking for something with black and shades of blue in it because those are my two base colors in my wardrobe which I found right there just like I needed/wanted?–I spent $44.33. Yay God and in Jesus Name, amen.
The Lord has compassion in the comparison concerning need and want as it concerns every tribe, tongue, people, and nation.
I could pinpoint which Charles is Charming: so I’m gonna do it and remind the Christian World that I sent him my second volume of testimony alongside Rick Joyner sometime in 2015 if my memory serves me correctly. Ya’ll, my memory never serves me correctly. I was flat out lost in the parking lot of HEB Slaughter Lane last night again after I went into the building. God help me. I’ve no compass save Jesus Christ these dayz and it didn’t used to be that way with me….anyway…….it’s Charles Simpson. He lives in Mobile, AL, and his dear wife Caroline is gone but he is a very faithful man of God though the covenant church movement hit me hard, hit my daddy harder, and was a cult pretty much all glory to God. But they are all witnesses to my brother in many manners of speaking and they have paid dearly for that fact of all of our lives in the D/FW area. Patrick Clayton Beaty was very faithful and full of the Holy Spirit. They all witnessed that and will back me up one hundred percent: but here is the freakin’, funny deal: Dad actually admitted to me in around 2012 that of the two of us, he always trusted me. Curtis always trusts me and agreed with Dad. And I wanted to scream at Dad: why me? why me? why me? The burdens are that heavy sometimes for this little girl in Austin, Texas and I would be less than honest to say anything else.
Then there’s Come On Raven Robert Conner Part One–I sent Bobby Conner one of the same volume after Tate Publishing accidentally sent me a box of them; however, they were the wrong book taken from the wrong server. But I just did that along about late last month all glory to God. Me ‘n Bobby Conner go back a ways–but nobody ever knew save Carolyn: I love you.
Carolyn means strong; it is an Italian form of the name Charles which means “man” or “army warrior” and is a derivative of Karl which also means “man” and “manly” and right now we need to remember Karl Marx. Patrick has told me he was gravely misunderstood. I dunno; I never knew; praise God: Jesus loves you.
That was in June of 2016 may Tate Publishing rest in peace–when they produced the wrong book of the second volume for just a minute and then fixed the problem and we moved on until their business died.
I cannot sell my books. It is obvious at this point. But that doesn’t mean I won’t re-print my first two. And give them to you. amen.
Back to my divine appointment with Jesus. As I left that one place, I crossed his path with another guy. And immediately upon getting into the van, I had a song list of music straight from heaven. I’m going to share a part of it with you today. This has happened twice before and both times, I was going to the park with my two youngest children so they could play and I could color.
You Redeem (Live) by Aaron Shust
Boogie Shoes by KC and the Sunshine Band
Say You, Say Me by Lionel Richie
Only You Can Save by Chris Sligh
Come Back by Patrick Coffey
Taking It Back by Chris Sligh
Cheer You On by Jordan Feliz
Good Day by Bez
The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face by Roberta Flack
Let Go by BarlowGirl
God Be Praised/Our God Reigns by New Life Worship
Thieves in the Temple by Prince
Jekyll & Hyde by Plumb
Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus by Michael W. Smith
Your Name Is Mercy by Cory Shelly
Angels (feat. Saba) by Chance the Rapper
Rockabye (feat. Sean Paul & Anne-Marie) by Clean Bandit
Play the Game Tonight by Kansas
Sing Hallelujah by New Life Worship
Blessed Be Your Name by Matt Redman
Hallelujahs by Chris Rice
Early in the Morning by Cory Shelly
Oh My Dear by Tenth Avenue North
Time by Hans Zimmer
This I Know by New Life Worship
Ashes of Eden by Breaking Benjamin
I Will Survive by Gloria Gaynor
Friends by Meghan Trainor
Born This Way by Lady Gaga
More Wonderful by Aaron Shust
Stronger by Mandisa
Matchless by Aaron Shust
Life Inside You by Matthew West
Burning Ones (Live) by Jesus Culture
Like I’m Gonna Lose You (feat. John Legend) by Meghan Trainor
You, Me, & the Enemy by Rio 24K
Give Love by Third Day
While I’m Waiting by John Waller
Try by P!nk
Say Something by Pentatonix
White Dove Fly High (Bonus Track) by Casting Crowns
She’s Out of My Life (single version) by Michael Jackson
The Wall by Kansas
Medieval Warfare by Grimes
Above All by Michael W. Smith
Love Yourself by Justin Beiber
Battlefield by Jordin Sparks
Stop the World by Matthew West
Solomon’s Song by Plumb
Psalm 27: Hear My Voice, O Lord by Deidre Neely & Tabitha Fair
Rebel Intro by Lecrae
Blessings by Chance the Rapper
This Town (Live, 1 Mic 1 Take) by Niall Horan
Holy Is the Lord by Chris Tomlin
Rolling in the Deep by The Piano Guys
Breaking the Silence by Breaking Benjamin
Lover’s Lullaby by Janis Ian
Space Between by Sia
Till I Find You by Yiruma
Michael Meets Mozart by The Piano Guys
This Is Who I Am by Third Day
Not Afraid E by Eminem
God Is Coming (with Martin Smith)[Live] by Jesus Culture
The Greatest by Sia
Bright Lights and Promises by Janis Ian
When the Party’s Over by Janis Ian
Back to December by Taylor Swift
When Doves Cry (Edit) by Prince
Forevermore (Live) by Jesus Culture
Scars by Chris Sligh
How Great Is Our God by Chris Tomlin
Pursuit (Live) by Jesus Culture
Psalm 62: Why Then Should I Fear by Deidre Nicole Neely & Tabitha Fair
Father, Spirit, Jesus by Casting Crowns
Breathin’ to Death by Lecrae
Girls Just Want to Have Fun by Cyndi Lauper
One Day by Aaron Shust
Closet Chronicles by Kansas
Shake It Off by Taylor Swift
Dawn by Breaking Benjamin
When We Were Young by Adele
If I Could See You Again by Yiruma
I Will Always Love You by Dolly Parton
Single Ladies (Put a Ring On It) by Beyonce’
Your Grace Finds Me (Live) by Matt Redman
You Are Not Alone (single version) by Michael Jackson
All the Way by Newsboys
Where Would We Be (Live) by Matt Redman
The Devil Game by Kansas
Good Behavior by Plumb
Shatter Me (feat. Lzzy Hale) by Lindsey Stirling
Prodigal by Casting Crowns
Will You Be There by Michael Jackson
Come Everyone (Live) by Brian & Jenn Johnson
Fall Back (feat. Trip Lee) by Lecrae
You Hold It All by New Life Worship
Time Forgets……by Yiruma
Let It Rain (Live) by Jesus Culture
Temporary Fills by Mandisa
That’s the Way (I Like It)[Single Version] by KC and the Sunshine Band
When the Stars Burn Down by Phillips, Craig, and Dean
ABC by Jackson 5
Healing Begins by Tenth Avenue North
Into the Nothing by Breaking Benjamin
I Will Rise by Chris Tomlin
Breathe (feat. Simi) by Bez
Bohemian Rhapsody by Panic! At the Disco
Stand to Praise – Psalm 117 by Aaron Shust
On and On by Tenth Avenue North
Summer Friends (feat. Jeremiah & Francis & The Lights) E by Chance the Rapper
Close to Heaven by Breaking Benjamin
Every Breaking Wave by U2
Hopeless by Breaking Benjamin
Easy by Rio 24k
Volcano by U2
Here We Stand by Newsboys
Give Me Love by Patrick Coffey
I’m going to stop there. My point? Jesus loves us this we know and the Bible tells us so; however, that doesn’t take away from the judgment I have produced on this website blog. Jesus doesn’t give. He doesn’t take. He IS. That is that. If you don’t work the works of righteousness by faith in the finished work of Christ, you reap what you sow no matter whether you are Lady Gaga or Casting Crowns.
I am wholly astonished at how easy the Bible is to understand at the moment: as I read The Normal Christian Life and the first eight chapters of Romans together. It is astonishing what the wrong kinds of fear alongside a strong spirit of christian religion and arrogance will do to a 50 year old child’s psyche who is now 44 years in the Lord almost as she reads the Bible her whole life while being a walking Bible as prophetically testified by Diane Lawler whose husband married Curtis and me in the D/FW area with so many heartless witnesses of the 1/3 army’s constituents in the Christian world that there are no words for what you have done to my family and I, American Christianity.
If I’ve written that you need to sit down, shut up, and lose your business while telling you to invest in the congregations of Christian Construct around you, then this list was produced by Jesus Himself to protect you all while you do what I am saying you need to do. Cathedral of Praise had better not go out of business, people. Get over there and encourage Bill & Sue Hart and their entire family–but stop all that charismatic mumbo jumbo.
You made Jesus Christ mad, and I was there to witness it but I’m not going to give you that information. My life is complicated enough. As I wrote this week, you do NOT get my gold. The only reason I’m sharing this list Jesus somehow miraculously produced is to protect everyone. I’m moving along–there is nothing new under the sun at the same time all things are being made new. In my meantime, I need to go buy some jean shorts for Lydia but before that, I need to wash my Dusty puppy because I got him some new meds this week all glory to God so he is getting well a little bit so maybe his allergies will not compel our family to put a cone on him 24/7, bless his heart.
Now let me rip your supposed “christian” heart out like you did mine while John Paul Jackson, that Sampson, was slain from the slavery you visited upon his form after gouging his eyes out: Patrick Stephen has read the entire Bible many times and is right now protecting God Father and Jesus Son in Austin, Texas. Any questions?
The song list keeps going. I don’t need to publish anymore of it. Sometimes Jesus does this so I hear HIM ALONE in this heavenly door construct in Austin, TX, and that has been true for about four to six weeks. Moving along………but my point? It is all music I purchased through iTunes to protect the world as Jesus came to me. I love you Jesus. I hope this helps you in Austin, Texas, today, every day, until we meet again face to face all glory to God.
I am not interested in any christian gifting at this point. You all are so full of yourselves I am sick to the core. Now, I know how to look to Jesus alone and I have returned to my little girl status. Yay God, and I will faithfully testify through my life and my blog work what I know is true: Jesus is King of kings and Lord of lords world and time-wide. If you are not my specific ARC people, stay away from me.
Bobby Conner: I’m getting Curtis to purchase your Shepherd’s Rod 23 today. I will get up a new website blog, finish my reading of Watchman Nee and post some blog articles based upon that, do the same thing with Pigeon Religion, and then turn to your book all glory to God. It is the faithfulness of God in all of our lives which compels me to push my own self to do these things and because I love the Conner family because they love me and so do the Hart family of Cathedral of Praise. It is that simple. Yay God but to be clear: that will all probably take me through 2018. Three books, the Amplified Bible, and one new website blog roll. Used to, that would have taken me 3 months tops. Now I’m admitting just how broken I am, people. Go ask Curtis: I can write a book in less than a week. amen.
The feature image is a jack rabbit. Let me be clear: that is me on that walk, God help me. “Jack” is a nickname for Richard, and in this case, it is Rick Joyner who did this to the part of me that is a part of John Paul Jackson and I would be a very unfaithful Little Sister if I didn’t feed Rick Joyner to the eagles right now all glory to God.
Here is the ARC of Covenant of the ministry of Uncovered No More updated 3/11/2017 all glory to God. Now that I’ve got the Conners back in with me, I can heal better for the rest of my life to a degree all glory to God. The rest of you, just be thankful Jesus Christ loves you this I know. I’m only a human chick. I love, but I don’t like, a good many christians right now. Maybe, I won’t like you all save my ARC ever again on this earth. I dunno. I don’t care. Jesus matters. Get out of my hair. (LOLOL)
I added Brother Mahesh back in after I added Bobby Conner. Brother Mahesh IS Brother Mahesh just like Jesus IS Jesus. You don’t mess with those two dudes and the 2/3 angelic army, you just don’t. I removed Brother Mahesh to protect that poor man. He been there and done that so much there are no words for how faithful in Christ Jesus he is. So there you have it. I dunno what you have, I never, ever did, and to a degree I was just kidding, Rick Joyner.
If you haven’t met me, you wouldn’t know this about me: go watch the video from COP last night during worship if it is up and running at the YouTube video and you will see little ole me walk across the River, hug and holy kiss Bill Hart on the cheek, and then swing around and say hello to Curtis’s mother in a few manners of speaking: that there is the widow of a Mr. Coffey, but it isn’t my Mr. Coffey who is Al Coffey. Mrs. Coffey has been with Bill Hart our whole lives there at Cathedral of Praise. Before I left, Mrs. Coffey, an Asian Love of my life, and another older Caucasian lady were dancing together in a circle.
I smiled and knew I could leave at that point. It’s gonna be okay, Baby Girl. That’s what Jesus was saying to your Little Sister last night American Christianity. Yay God. It didn’t hurt that John Piper followed me on Twitter this morning. Thank you and your family, man of God. I needed all of you, you were there for me–even Rick Joyner–and, it’s OK. amen.
But here is my real point that Jesus knows about his Little Sister: when I get in the room with ya no matter whether you are Dick Cheyney, Donald Trump–though I’d hug his wife first God help me–Rick & Julie Joyner, Diane Jackson, or Curtis Coffey: I will hug you. I love you no matter the wicked side of me that don’t like you but loves you in hell with God Father. It’s a life called Cara Ann. I don’t understand myself, I stay lost in spirit and in truth (LOL), and here we go again 2017. Where we going? Go ask Jesus. I need to get this white ass up and wash my dog. (9:30 AM)