Being Wholly Broken, Womanly Soul #9080

I have reached this point. Thank God Jesus Christ, and since my bills are paid unlike the untold millions of other women accosted here in the cursed reality of life, I can still be the witness before God I am the vessel to be whom has seen the Lord. I see the Lord. It is to the glory of God the Father.

But I am crying here, this morning. For as it were; the very Bible Record of the New Testament has betrayed me even as the very entire Word of God has betrayed HIM. What a holistically, radically, wrong thought you say. Not at all. Go read the emotions of GOD in the Old Testament. Did HE not betray HIMSELF to have created people, and particularly men–in the image of God? Yes, yes HE betrayed HIMSELF and has lived like that for many years across time. Evolution is wholly false. Thank GOD for that fact because then GOD HIMSELF would have been confined for years in that hell hole of falseness for millions of years, so to speak. My God, my God, why has human male forsaken THEE? Even Christian men do this. That is why I’m fully broken this day, and crying. You love your way, your truth, and your life to the womanly destruction and here is how I know it:

Luke 23:27-29 

And there accompanied [Jesus] a great multitude of the people, [including] women who bewailed and lamented Him.

28 But Jesus, turning toward them, said, Daughters of Jerusalem, do not weep for Me, but weep for yourselves and for your children.

29 For behold, the days are coming during which they will say, Blessed (happy, fortunate, and [a]to be envied) are the barren, and the wombs that have not borne, and the breasts that have never nursed [babies]!

Jesus knows the Bible Record. He is the Bible Record. This is why the true daughters of Jerusalem, which I am one of and not some stupid Christian woman who is clueless, keeps weeping for themselves and the children–men will be cursed men.

And I am commanded as a wife to submit to and obey one man if I get married, and bear children. I’ve faithfully done that and yet, I am here to tell you that no matter how much I am perfectly obedient to the New Testament, which I am as an individual Christian woman, it never ceases to break me how Curtis will be Curtis: cursed. Jesus–remember I have been in the same place with Him quite a few times now–isn’t relating to womankind out of the curse: and he shall rule over you.

Curtis is. He doesn’t see it. There are no husbands that I know in the Christian world who see it. So what does a highly obedient woman of God like myself do with that after all the deliverance work I’ve done and even though try as my husband and I may–he still lives in the curse and I don’t anymore?

You would think, with the testimony I have, that my life story is singular. It isn’t. Women across the world are broken here. What is not true? It is not true that the men around them are broken. Men do not see how GOD is BROKEN and they did it. They did it and used women in that place. Men tippy-toe around the obvious BROKEN of GOD on a regular basis. A lot of times, as in my case in Austin, Texas, they tippy-toe around the women whom are not required to obey them because we aren’t married to them. (smile)

So I do not know what men in my life–including Curtis obviously–want to do with this BROKEN PLACE of I AM. I will tell you what I’m doing since it is hard to keep obeying and submitting at all levels in my life right now and not just the home level: I’m adoring GOD, BROKEN GOD, here and not clinging to an outward form but learning to take the pain yet again and use it all glory to God. Here is where all the men in my ministerial, congregational, and home level life song are struggling, generally speaking:

2 Timothy 3

But understand this, that in the last days will come (set in) perilous times of great stress and trouble [hard to deal with and hard to bear].

For people will be lovers of self and [utterly] self-centered, lovers of money and aroused by an inordinate [greedy] desire for wealth, proud and arrogant and contemptuous boasters. They will be abusive (blasphemous, scoffing), disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy and profane.

[They will be] without natural [human] affection (callous and inhuman), relentless (admitting of no truce or appeasement); [they will be] slanderers (false accusers, troublemakers), intemperate and loose in morals and conduct, uncontrolled and fierce, haters of good.

[They will be] treacherous [betrayers], rash, [and] inflated with self-conceit. [They will be] lovers of sensual pleasures and vain amusements more than and rather than lovers of God.

For [although] they hold a form of piety (true religion), they deny and reject and are strangers to the power of it [their conduct belies the genuineness of their profession]. Avoid [all] such people [turn away from them].

For among them are those who worm their way into homes and captivate silly and weak-natured and spiritually dwarfed women, loaded down with [the burden of their] sins [and easily] swayed and led away by various evil desires and seductive impulses. (It is obvious by now that Cara Ann Coffey is not one of these–I have wholly rejected the teaching of Christian men at the congregation level for years because churches are full of this….issue.)

[These weak women will listen to anybody who will teach them]; they are forever inquiring and getting information, but are never able to arrive at a recognition and knowledge of the Truth. (“the Truth” is capitalized here because “the Truth” is Jesus whom I’ve seen. That tells you what I am not all glory to God.)

Now just as [a]Jannes and Jambres were hostile to and resisted Moses, so these men also are hostile to and oppose the Truth. They have depraved and distorted minds, and are reprobate and counterfeit and to be rejected as far as the faith is concerned.

But they will not get very far, for their rash folly will become obvious to everybody, as was that of those [magicians mentioned].

10 Now you have closely observed and diligently followed my teaching, conduct, purpose in life, faith, patience, love, steadfastness,

11 Persecutions, sufferings—such as occurred to me at Antioch, at Iconium, and at Lystra, persecutions I endured, but out of them all the Lord delivered me.

12 Indeed all who delight in piety and are determined to live a devoted and godly life in Christ Jesus will meet with persecution [will be made to suffer because of their religious stand].

13 But wicked men and imposters will go on from bad to worse, deceiving and leading astray others and being deceived and led astray themselves.

14 But as for you, continue to hold to the things that you have learned and of which you are convinced, knowing from whom you learned [them],

15 And how from your childhood you have had a knowledge of and been acquainted with the sacred Writings, which are able to instruct you and give you the understanding for salvation which comes through faith in Christ Jesus [through the [b]leaning of the entire human personality on God in Christ Jesus in absolute trust and confidence in His power, wisdom, and goodness].

16 Every Scripture is God-breathed (given by His inspiration) and profitable for instruction, for reproof and conviction of sin, for correction of error and discipline in obedience, [and] for training in righteousness (in holy living, in conformity to God’s will in thought, purpose, and action),

17 So that the man of God may be complete and proficient, well fitted and thoroughly equipped for every good work.

I can tell you exactly where Curtis is sinning in this passage above. I can do the same thing for any man calling himself by the name of Christ and struggling with the deliverance ministry of Cara Coffey which I continue to render to GOD ALONE in the heavenly door construct. I’m not going to do that telling you because none of you would listen any better than Curtis does.

What I am doing is being fullest-ly broken, admitting it in my private life publicly as I’m called to do, forgiving it, and then moving on in simple obedience as a wife and mother while adoring GOD FULLY BROKEN since that is the only way to get out of the fray in heavenly doors in June of 2017 and beyond. (smile)

Happy Father’s Day, Apostle Paul finished 6/19/2017

Philippians 3:1-16

For the rest, my brethren, delight yourselves in the Lord and continue to rejoice that you are in Him. To keep writing to you [over and over] of the same things is not irksome to me, and it is [a precaution] for your safety.

Look out for those dogs [Judaizers, legalists], look out for those mischief-makers, look out for those who mutilate the flesh.

For we [Christians] are the true circumcision, who worship God in spirit and by the Spirit of God and exult and glory and pride ourselves in Jesus Christ, and put no confidence or dependence [on what we are] in the flesh and on outward privileges and physical advantages and external appearances—

Though for myself I have [at least grounds] to rely on the flesh. If any other man considers that he has or seems to have reason to rely on the flesh and his physical and outward advantages, I have still more!

Circumcised when I was eight days old, of the race of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew [and the son] of Hebrews; as to the observance of the Law I was of [the party of] the Pharisees,

As to my zeal, I was a persecutor of the church, and by the Law’s standard of righteousness (supposed justice, uprightness, and right standing with God) I was proven to be blameless and no fault was found with me.

But whatever former things I had that might have been gains to me, I have come to consider as [[a]one combined] loss for Christ’s sake.

Yes, furthermore, I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege (the overwhelming preciousness, the surpassing worth, and supreme advantage) of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him [of perceiving and recognizing and understanding Him more fully and clearly]. For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish (refuse, dregs), in order that I may win (gain) Christ (the Anointed One),

And that I may [actually] be found and known as in Him, not having any [self-achieved] righteousness that can be called my own, based on my obedience to the Law’s demands (ritualistic uprightness and supposed right standing with God thus acquired), but possessing that [genuine righteousness] which comes through faith in Christ (the Anointed One), the [truly] right standing with God, which comes from God by [saving] faith.

10 [For my determined purpose is] that I may know Him [that I may progressively become more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him, perceiving and recognizing and understanding the wonders of His Person more strongly and more clearly], and that I may in that same way come to know the power outflowing from His resurrection [[b]which it exerts over believers], and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed [in spirit into His likeness even] to His death, [in the hope]

11 That if possible I may attain to the [[c]spiritual and moral] resurrection [that lifts me] out from among the dead [even while in the body].

12 Not that I have now attained [this ideal], or have already been made perfect, but I press on to lay hold of (grasp) and make my own, that for which Christ Jesus (the Messiah) has laid hold of me and made me His own.

13 I do not consider, brethren, that I have captured and made it my own [yet]; but one thing I do [it is my one aspiration]: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead,

14 I press on toward the goal to win the [supreme and heavenly] prize to which God in Christ Jesus is calling us upward.

15 So let those [of us] who are spiritually mature and full-grown have this mind and hold these convictions; and if in any respect you have a different attitude of mind, God will make that clear to you also.

16 Only let us hold true to what we have already attained and walk and order our lives by that.


So here is the deal. I sealed this website. That’s no fun. I still have a voice even though Curtis and I, for the first time in 28 years, are on the true outs with each other. Let’s not dig into those juicy details. Let’s just be honest. Being married to a man when you are a judge in the war of Armageddon ain’t cool for either the husband or the wife. Let’s consider Joseph, the husband of Mary who was gonna sack that woman for being pregnant with the Savior. Happy Father’s Day to you too, Joseph who is Jesus’s Daddy. I mean I’m sure you got over your angst at what God Father did to that virgin, but I’m here to tell on Curtis. He ain’t gotten over what Jesus Christ has done to me and while I forgive it, the pain I just went through from September 25, 2016 when Scott Evelyn was killed tragically in New Hampshire on a heavenly door property while I was celebrating my eighth insanity anniversary until this Father’s Day of 2017 is only worth suffering for one Man Alone: Jesus Christ.

Obviously at this point, Mahesh Chavda, Rick Joyner, Bill Johnson, Bill Hart, Bill Vanderbush, Joel Davis, Darren Shaw,  James Arrington, Aaron Hicks, Jerry Clark, Bob LaBelle, Matt Calk, Recie Edward Saunders III, John Thomas, Donald Trump, Bill Clinton, Shawn Bolz, and Curtis Coffey–what you are learning is that there is a distinct difference between the love relationship with Jesus Christ as I expressed on Rivers International painfully the other day here and the love relationship alongside responsibilities inherent with loving the Lord God Father first.

Yes, there is a distinct difference and I have a bunch of male American Protestant men in my ministerial midst who do not understand the difference any better than I understand how to do the job Curtis has which gets him six figures. Yay God, but that doesn’t make me feel any better today–let me explain.

I reported just yesterday or the day before to Chavda Ministries International and Eagle’s View Ministries how I’m having a problem, oh poor me–that insane woman. His name is Curtis Coffey who doesn’t actually believe my testimony and finally admitted it right after our fifth child’s 18th birthday. I told both ministries I’m getting a job. I probably am going to do that soon for one reason: I’s tired of the degradation of not making any money in this weird place called America.

I’m tired of feeling guilty for my mistakes to have gotten me to this testimony today. I’m tired of Curtis saying sorry but being powerless like all the men I just named in this article to keep me out of prophetic pain. That hurt, ya’ll, across Hannah’s birthday though honestly we had a very good time with her. I am well acquainted, at least this year, with smiling and hurting at the same time. My kids are honestly hurting because it took nine long years for me to practice this skill and they saw my pain. But I’m good at painfully enjoying a lot of things these days. Yay God.

Anyway, happy Father’s Day post humor-less-ly to the Apostle Paul. Here is why:

1 Corinthians 4:4-16 

I do not write this to shame you, but to warn and counsel you as my beloved children.

15 After all, though you should have ten thousand teachers (guides to direct you) in Christ, yet you do not have many fathers. For I became your father in Christ Jesus through the glad tidings (the Gospel).

16 So I urge and implore you, be imitators of me.

I know it ain’t kosher, Rick Joyner, to imitate a gal like me. I am crazy, right? How ’bout you Bill Johnson? I don’t talk to Curtis here because he’s stuck with me through thick and thin and is just so exhausted that we had us a bad time of it in June. That’s why I’m thinking of getting a job. The least I can do for Curtis is help him pay off our debt and maybe have a small income for a while so that we have money to do the needed repairs on this property. The least I can do for this man who is very faithful, and one of the best fathers I know out there, is help him pay off debt I incurred with him.

I was the instigator a lot of times as far as the debt unless you are talking about the ministerial situation I found myself with concerning how I’ve swiped my credit card with a body form of Jesus Christ in the room.

It’s like this: hey Curtis, I guess $68,000 is better than a crack addict for a wife. I’m kidding until I”m not. When you have withstood as much pain as I have, you do something. I spent too much money. In those moments, it helped. But ya know, play fast and repent at leisure. Why in the hell I have to keep repenting like this is beyond me, but there it is in Jesus Name, amen.

Welcome Home, America. Uncovered No More’s tomb was sealed and then I did another, you know, Lazarus Arise in Jesus Name as I’ve been doing since that Double Moons Prayer Initiative Audio Files, Part One and Good Friday 2017 is my birthday, Part Two in Jesus Name, amen.

Dead While You Live completed on Father’s Day 2017 on “Rivers International”

Here is a devastating truth of my life: name it, it’s devastating. What you sow all your life, you reap no matter what you thought your interim decisions were communicating to God. What you choose to do with the fact that at some point as a Christian male, you will be tested like this is very key.  Jesus Christ gave males this example, and it is very easy to see: he showed this love which is the only one in males that allows the nullification of love grown cold by washing all disciples’s feet before his Crucifixion and also by asking God the Father to allow the cup of crucifixion to pass from Him. God takes the human free will of Christian Males and says–I love the world enough to say NO.  No, I am bending your free will to MINE, and in that moment, you see the DIETY as ONE IN THREE & THREE IN ONE otherwise understood as Alpha & Omega. This is according to Revelation 17 time-wide all glory to God.

I hint at this idea which I could only express directly after Father’s Day, 2017 in “Uncovered No More Vol 1 Audio” which is actually my second volume of testimony. The first set of three to five volumes, if one is to realize how many blog books I have published and destroyed, is a veritable boat-load of repentance work and wiping the tears away from I AM’s EYES that is being done by elect of all 12 tribes according to primarily Revelation 14.

But when I switched from working with Revelation 14 after about September of 2014 and moved into the sifting work of Revelation 7, even more people died. Even more devastation which broke me over and again happened. It is because the bold-ed paragraph above was hidden from my female prophetic sight to protect me as I finished the testimony of the dwelling of Jesus Christ (Revelation 19-22) that culminated in the one day of November 19, 2016 all glory, all glory, all glory to God.

ARC of Covenant Forevermore #8994

I’m having a rough time of it for nine years. But in this tenth year of mine coming up where we all are finding out some lovely things about our lives whole across the world, I have this to pray after I talk about my feelings for a minute here in a little place of heaven called Uncovered No More on Weir Loop Circle in Austin, TX, at the zip code of 78736.

My feelings: I wish to God Protestants had trusted the work of Christ in their little sister better than you did. You’ve cost my Beaty-Coffey family and the family of Davis in heavenly door ministries in Mississippi more than you understand in all of your Christian largess. That being said, my feelings not ignored, I do indeed know the value of forgiveness where I AM is concerned. And, once I get over being self conscious of how powerful the testimony of Uncovered No More is, then rest assured all the churches I’ve said I wouldn’t step foot in will indeed see me. Why? Jesus Christ, him crucified, and him risen again is why you will see me. But when you see me next time, realize that isn’t me. It’s me, whomever that is, which I AM is defining every day in a way that is embarrassing to your little sister in this little house my daddy and uncle built, as I keep moving as a strange prophetess in the office of it.

If I have ever mentioned you anywhere as Christians, we all know you are forgiven. Bob Jones of Bob Jones Ministries lost his soul for me to be able to say this, and that process began Valentine’s Day, 2014 when he passed away. I’d done some work earlier, and that dog named Valentine is now owned by Eara Abigail. He still loves me as his little sissy, that Valentine. Now. Here is my reality: it is entirely possible I just snatched Bob Jones hard-set from burning and his soul will live again. There are testimonies on the Internet of people being held in holding tanks: in other words, they didn’t burn like Hitler did before Hitler was destroyed, and he was. Bob Jones has some faithfulness in his life. I know that. But if you are me and Christians have misunderstood you and defied you to the point of no return, you have to hold their feet to the fire in the first heaven to have the testimony that I have. I will never, ever, forget the face of Jesus named Justin who blocked me off in a kitchen desperately just so I’d say one thing to Him. I complimented a necklace that represented to me my daughter Esther Grace. And Esther Grace is named after two women of God the world was not worthy of. 

I almost went away again last night. I didn’t get tempted to hit delete on two of my three blogs; however, I did get tempted to disappear forevermore and let Jesus do His work alone again. NO. Every time I see Jesus save for a very few times in the very churches which are being refined right now in Austin, Texas, He is alone, alone, alone. That breaks my heart. So Protestant and Catholic Churches, I have this to pray:



Me ‘n 3/3 #8912 Part Two

Full Forgiveness of Humans Doesn’t Mean…..#8899 Part One

A Thousand Years is where I inform you yesterday that a Catholic Priest, of his own free human will, offered his cheek to this repentant Little Sister Protestant for a holy kiss. Curtis was happy for me.

Here is where the prophetess in Protestant and Catholic midst officially flies away, you see, because this morning on my walk, my “Angel Friend” was there and I blew him a holy kiss. “Angel Husband Dude #4” was pleased. Funny, that. Curtis and Angel Dude #4 of my life have blue eyes like another angel dude that was one of Edith’s “Angel Husband Dudes” who was there at Chick Filet one time. *shrug* Gotta love those bright blue eyes amen. You guys who tagged her, you prolly dead while you live. I see you, you made sure I saw you. Game freakin’ over. You messed with my kids in Austin, Texas, and made sure I saw you and they didn’t so that I could appear insane. Smart, guys. Smart until I give you my REAL weird testimony.

  1. I’ve seen Gabriel. Tall, white-haired, and completely intent upon the happiness of Jesus Christ–he never looked at me that time just like a seven foot guy publicly, so to speak, off camera didn’t look at me.
  2. I’ve seen Michael. That’s, um, my Michael whom I’m talking about. We ate together and he wouldn’t even look at me, either. Michael felt shame. Gabriel felt resoluteness.
  3. I’ve seen Lucifer. He made a deal with Jesus for three days. I’ve seen that vision too in my waking nightmares of times past in 2017. This is a deep mystery, and I speak of Christ and the Church amen (Ephesians). Lucifer is beautiful to me. I don’t pray for any of that where that 1/3 is concerned. I just love them like Jesus, and there is a beauty of sensitivity in Lucifer. He has taught me some things. Serpent Dragon lusts. Lucifer doesn’t. The only thing I ever taught Serpent Dragon (Rev 12) was and is written in the back of a stupid book no longer in print called Uncovered No More: a four blood moon testimony (vol 3). (Rev 13, oh yucky “christian”)
  4. Hey Human Male, let me interpret a little bitty something for ya in one question: do angels need new names? (wicked, Christian mama, laugh) No they don’t. You do. And while I forgive you, your game’s just begun unless you aren’t already praying with me and serving God with me in heavenly doors and beyond. Oh yes, that is what Priest Patrick decided yesterday. I submitted one to another, he gave me a holy kiss purely, and now I’ve flown away to my land of New Jerusalem. I love you, oh human, worldwide. My angel husband #4 loves you too. He and I are doing very well this morning with God Father, God Son, God Holy Spirit, Michael, and Gabriel. If there is one thing I would NEVER have done, it was leave my 1/3 hubby Michael, so to speak, in hell according to Jude in Jesus Name, amen.
  5. Don’t believe me, oh human? *wicked mama laugh again* (2 John)

Here we go again, but I can tell you one thing about Lucifer: he doesn’t chase me. It is quite the contrary. When that Dude passed me where grace abounds as I walked OUT and he walked IN, his smile wasn’t wicked. It wasn’t devious. It just was. Why? He trust me too, Lucifer. Just like Dad and Curtis, Lucifer trusts me too and while I don’t like how much my primary angelic and male guys trust me, it is handy when idiots in Austin are trying to strong arm me but in such a way that they don’t let anyone know what is truly going on. That’s called hiding in darkness. Lucifer knows something male humans never did: don’t hide from the gal. Just wait to show her your smiling face or you two are gonna go at it some more and you are tired of that, um…..yeah you’ve watched what human men did to her. You’ve watched what that side of your thrice named angelic form did to her (Rev 12).

Serpent Dragon is cast down again; here you go but not me. I got my men and my men and my I AM in Jesus Name, amen. I’d suggest you male humans stop hiding from me and Jesus in Austin, Texas, if you don’t want the fourth generation of Exodus 20’s horrific truths to eat your seed alive. You tried that with one pastor in my midst. You lost in Jesus Name, amen.

My mother prayer worldwide: may the Synagogue of Satan human males whom devised wicked against that pastor’s children and my 13 children have the devious, wicked, intent of their heart be turned upon them according to Exodus 20 because as YOU know I AM: I love them all fearlessly in Jesus Name, amen, where there are no words; no prophecy; no place that is impossible. And I take the example of Jesus Christ before He went upon His cross at the age of 33 clearly recorded in the Most Holy Gospel: not my will, Father God, not my will by THINE be done in Jesus Name, amen.

As to Prayer Part Two, #8932 Part Three

Full Forgiveness of Humans Doesn’t Mean…..#8899 Part One

  1. That you ever have to see those people face to face again. There is no shame in not needing that person’s fellowship. The opposite end of this difficult soul issue which cascades into a tremendous mother-load of misunderstandings in the Christian constructs of America is how God always, always, always NEEDS our fellowship in hell (book of Psalms) and therefore, come to Jesus Whom is the Way, Truth, and Life. But when people are teaching us what forgiveness should look like in the flesh life, we first of all try to trust them if they are older Christians and second of all cannot hear Holy Spirit teach us to not listen there in that place when the Christians have been teaching you, and you trusted them, for about 44 years. God help me have patience. I sincerely hope, oh young Christian, that you reach fellowship with God in hell faster than I did. He is there. Always, God is there. And, Jesus says that He is with us always even unto the end of the age. Oh Muslim, Wiccan, and atheist: simply believe on the Lord Jesus Christ because you are actually communing with God in hell more honestly than your lazy, rich, Christian American counterpart. Donald Trump is a good example, hey?
  2. That I will submit to those males in my place of ministry. I choose what I submit to as far as headship. You don’t, oh male no matter your skin color. I know this should be obvious to a 44 year Christian. I can assure you that in Protestant churches, this ain’t obvious. Case closed in Jesus Name, amen.
  3. Nobody, and I mean no Body of humanity, can teach you how to be with Holy Spirit. That is between you and I AM. Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and then embrace your vessel’s calling. Holy Spirit is right there. Learn of Jesus Whom is lowly and meek–and Holy Spirit’s Voice will automatically be there. But it does help to do two things: 1. allow a pastor to baptize you, and 2. ask a pastor, elder, or deacon to pray over you for infilling of the Holy Spirit. These two statements are clearly in the book of Acts. But if you’ve been baptized no matter where, you are already there so don’t bother. Maybe go to the Catholic Church every once in a while–they have plenty of places of worship that you can be by yourself within for free worldwide–and spend an hour with God a week. As you go into the chapel, dip your finger into the water and do the sign of the cross upon your person in remembrance of your own baptism. This was taught to me yesterday by Priest Patrick at St. Catherine’s Catholic Church in Austin, Texas, on Convict Hill where I will be attending mass. I cannot take communion with this church because I would need to go to several months of classes and be confirmed. So I’m going to PromiseLand Pentecostal Church on 51st Street to take communion as a Protestant. That is a service they hold on Wednesdays and there is plenty of room, oh Wiccan, if you want to join us. Pastor Kenneth even told us last Wednesday that he’d baptize you right there. I will witness your baptism if you like. I love you, whomever you are.
  4. If you are like me, no matter your walk of life, and you BELONG in the House of God, go to whichever churches do not quench your relationship with the Holy Spirit and foster your relationship with Christians while forgiving all that has been done to you and I say that because I belong in the House of God so I’m having to go to different churches because I’ve been so hurt in Christian midst across a 44 year Christian life that I need space…..from Christians in church buildings. But when I asked forgiveness of Priest Patrick yesterday since I made an appointment and he spent time with me, (1 John 1:9), he did what Priests are very good at doing: offered his cheek for a holy kiss. I’ve never had a Protestant pastor do anything of the sort. So I’ve found my place in the House of God. I aim to fellowship with atheists and Wiccans whom are more honest in hell.  So I’m sharing these thoughts to help us all realize it ain’t as hard as Christians made it after the writing of the New Testament in Jesus Name, amen.
  5. I highly recommend the feature image to re-connect to God. Do something for a little while each day that you love: watch a show, color, paint, laugh over a glass of wine….something. But before that, just read one story and realize that you were not allowed to “let the little children come to me and do not forbid them for such is the kingdom of heaven” as Jesus instructed disciples to do for years and years in America. Religion goes where God never intended it…in the Christian Church and while I forgive that issue don’t think I will ever cave into it, so to speak, as a weird prophetess in the office of it in Austin, Texas, who is the heiress to a broken-down couple of houses on a 2.5 acre piece of property. Come on ya’ll. Revival is here. Let’s just do it all glory, all glory, all glory to God and in Jesus Name, amen.

Me ‘n 3/3 #8912 Part Two

My Steps to Healing a Broken Christian Existence finished 3:00 PM

Source: My Steps to Healing a Broken Christian Existence on my Rivers International blog.

It is a moment before 3:00 PM on this day all glory to God. Please notice, my Loves Christian, that I have hit delete. It is because when Patrick Clayton Beaty and John Paul Jackson found me today, and I found them and helped my brother with his drink, all of a sudden the New Jerusalem burst forth more honestly than I’ve seen ever before. John Paul laughed with his friend. I want the Jackson family to know that. My only regret today? I didn’t go ahead and hug him. It’ll wait a minute. In a blink of an eye, we are gonna be gone, gone. Now let’s make the most of every blink of our very Christian eyes for the rest of our lives in Jesus Name, amen.

Yay God, in Jesus Name, amen.

My Mental Anguish….

……….has now come full circle. I have a little publisher who happened to email me today. For a fee (you all have freaking got to be kidding me), they will obtain my three books pdf files from the defunct Tate Publishing so that they can be re-published post haste.

I have a question. Do I have any takers to re-finance the publication of my books? You will get me to do book signings and set up the Father’s Womb, Part One for your little ministry bases and congregations from Austin, Texas, all around the world. You can pay me to be with you and set up what you know I have, you see, oh Synagogue of Satan. (laughing) I’m Judah’s Whore, right? You knew that, right? But he (the human he that was almost of synagogue of satan but I snatched him hard-set and we all know his name is John Paul Jackson) turned and said, by golly, that gal is more righteous than I.

Go ahead: go find my “Double Moons” on this blog. I did audio files of it, remember? That sweet little lady is there. I’m WAIT….ING and waiting and waiting but what I will not do is take money out of Curtis Coffey’s pocket. I’ll just audio all three books for free now because I have websites. I have a recorder. And, I don’t care anymore, remember?

But as I said in Book Review: The Beginner’s Bible: I will never leave you or forsake you. It’s your choice, Babes. It’s your choice. Don’t ya just love free will? I do, oh yes I do.

Of course, we all know how Cara loves you enough to “re-write history” when she does audio. Yes, I’m a bitch. No, you weren’t mean enough or wise enough or pure enough to be like me. Case closed all glory to God and in Jesus Name, amen.

For the Love of my Love

Watch out; indeed, the Beaty Boyzzzzz are in town. It is Jesus who showed them to me in a manner of speaking I’m not talking about all glory to God. You Judah Iscariot me and mine; I will Judah love you, all glory to God, and in Jesus Name, amen. How’s that for ultra-charismatic, Babes? You played Russian Roulette. John Paul played Monopoly. I don’t play. I leave to God what is God’s and move along all glory to God and in Jesus Name, amen.

Oh for the day when that death angel, in a Solar , white sports car, doesn’t have to keep his roof down, show his red tennis shoes to me in the parking lot of a church, and then help me not to look back when Sodom and Gomorrah burn, burn, burn to the ground out of sight of me and mine all glory to God. The King Love Judah is here, is here, is here, and I am free, I am free, I am free……..amen. I will finish that book, you see, but only in one manner of speaking. Amazon, Babes, here I come for that Throne of Glass coloring book in a different version I just bought: A Court of Thrones & Roses Coloring Book. I will color. You will live or die by your free will. It is all glory to God and in Jesus Name, amen.

A Jesus Song List

Michael Meets Motzart by AlVan der beek, Jon Schmidt &

Better (feat. Yo Gotti) by Meghan Trainor

NO by Meghan Trainor

Bad Bitch (feat. Ty Dolla $ign) by Bebe Rexha

Death Was Arrested (Live) by Aaron Shust

Blow Me (One Last Kiss) by P!nk

This song list is six long because I sat on the sixth row at Life Austin today for the 9 AM service. Go ahead. View the video. I went into the room of silence of Revelation 8:1. I’m staying there now all glory, all glory, all glory to God and in Jesus Name, amen.

John Paul Jackson passed into second death by the will of Cara Ann Beaty at Whole Foods in Hill Country Galleria last week some time. I’m kind of busy. I don’t remember which day it was that I bought something there, but the paper trail and my Visa tells the tale all glory to God. It is all glory to God.

He deceived me; and,  John Thomas, the current SMI president, is determined to follow a dead leader and I am determined to see my Jesus stay in the room with Tribe Judah. Any questions, Babes?

I’m not changing my life. You change yours in Jesus Name, amen. This ain’t #retention. This ain’t #lovegrowncold or the opposite: #pureheart. This is your Little Sister whom loves you golden-like. Yes, she does that……”My name is NO, my sign is NO, my number is NO. You need to let it go………” ~Meghan Trainor, “NO” in Jesus Name, amen.

To be crystal clear: I didn’t use my free will here. John Paul used his and didn’t understand a few things. I’m not going to explain this statement in Jesus Name amen.

Acts 3:1-10 Concepts of Love

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Father’s Womb, Part One

Revelation 12:1-9 And there appeared a great wonder in heaven; a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and upon her head a crown of twelve stars:

And she being with child cried, travailing in birth, and pained to be delivered.

And there appeared another wonder in heaven; and behold a great red dragon, having seven heads and ten horns, and seven crowns upon his heads.

And his tail drew the third part of the stars of heaven, and did cast them to the earth: and the dragon stood before the woman which was ready to be delivered, for to devour her child as soon as it was born.

And she brought forth a man child, who was to rule all nations with a rod of iron: and her child was caught up unto God, and to his throne.

And the woman fled into the wilderness, where she hath a place prepared of God, that they should feed her there a thousand two hundred and threescore days.

And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and the dragon fought and his angels,

And prevailed not; neither was their place found any more in heaven.

And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.


This here is a three tiered blog article. Tier one is the Word of God and always should be but when I have witches, wiccans, and Synagogue of Satan executives pulling virtue out of me and living water love out of Mahesh & Bonnie Chavda going on…… years, then you have to, you know, get them over themselves and let them know that they are wicked and they will burn one way or another according to the Good Book.

Let me just take the body of Christ America down a little farther: you laughed at two dead prophets in the street for ten years now. You hammered on my witnesses both male and female (Revelation 11). You gone. Revelation 21:22-27 is your perspective, Babes.

You killed Robert Hilton Beaty and his entire family. I’m left and I’m a dragon lady. You killed John Paul Jackson. You killed David Wilkerson. Game over. When Patrick Clayton Beaty and his little sissy close a portal in a restaurant after Robert Jackson and Robert Beaty, Jr, fellowship with Cara Ann, Esther Grace, and Robert Edward at a library while the biggest sister is getting a new car and a big, beautiful, black-skinned angel man is chilling while Edward is reading a wee book just feet away from him, well, you know Jesus is King of kings and Lord of lords.

Then there’s Circle C Park. Dad was picking up spent water bottles and using a golf club for his cane, I was closing a cave portal, and police were working with me. My Edward was there: Curtis and Robert. That was not the police who was “working with me” last night lurking in the Costco parking lot. No worries, Dear Costco, I took care of it all glory to God. Any questions, Babes?

You lost in Jesus Name, amen. Go ahead: keep eating with me. Keep at me. *wink* Oh my you Wiccan War Lords are gorgeous fellows……very, very handsome. But when God Father looks at me in a Barnes & Nobles, it’s HIS EYES which are piercing and blue. Then His Gal comes in. She is the one I work with; not some of you women who love power, love to kill children, and think you understand what will actually and intelligently burn you and your men alive on this earth. Go read the New Testament; it’s in there. She was wearing what I wore Resurrection Sunday. I was purchasing a light for my desk in my bedroom so that I can color and do the work of the ministry without being tormented.

I finished out most of my re-tooling last night with a pair of headphones. Um…highly gifted Loves of my life all tribes according to Revelation 7? Wireless is what they use. I suggest you tool your highly gifted presence a little bit so that their persecution will stop in Austin, Texas a little more as we keep moving in more unity than the world has ever seen since the precious Feet of Jesus left the earth to prepare mansions all glory to God and in Jesus Name, amen.


The Chavdas call this the “Glory Bubble”. I have had Jesus Christ teach me about this on the upper level of the Whole Foods in Hill Country Galleria on the one year anniversary of my father’s death all glory to God. I went out on the balcony to cry a little by myself, walked back in and saw Jesus working on his computer to my left (I didn’t look at his face because he controls everything you do if you are me when he is in the room thank You Jesus), and then walked out to go home and help my family as much as I could that day though my heart was aching something fierce. It still does ache, by the way. I’ve been with Jesus. He’s not here to stay yet. I’ve been with Dad, Patrick, Robert Jackson, and John Paul Jackson. I don’t think they will stay but I don’t know. Gotta wait on that one, hey? All glory, all glory, all glory to God and Hebrews 11–I’m a woman who sees my dead raised.

It is the Glory Bubble and/or the Womb of God as Jesus taught me that day. This is according to Revelation 12. You must be highly skilled as a Christian according to 1-3 John, Jude, and the entire book of Revelation to effortlessly work with me in that Womb–just like Patrick Beaty, John Paul Jackson, God the Father, and Jesus the Son. Any questions?

I know my people. I’ve seen these guys and gals: executives, housewives, employees you give your money or credit card to so you can pay for gas or coffee. We are ruling the world in Jesus Name, amen.

Wickedness and those agents came to pass:

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Retention of Forgiveness Here We Go Again Revised 10:36 PM 4/24/2017

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Til Death Do You Part

A Golden Reading List 2018-2020 & Beyond

Jude 1:12

And here is my new blog. You won’t understand it, oh Synagogue of Satan. More to the point, if you try, you will be fucked over by what you did to me all glory to God. You never understand me–yay God.

Um…..Google? Shut the fuck up in Jesus Name. You messed with my son Patrick Stephen Coffey and now you may go to hell in Jesus Name, amen. Heaven’s Portal  is my new blog. I’m going WordPress all the way because they are gentle, nice, and loving. They don’t call me here and there and everywhere trying to get me to be manipulated by a bunch of shit.

By the way: you killed Steve Jobs too. I saw it, and Jesus sees you, Babes whomever you are all glory to God. Go ahead: read my music. Keep pulling up and around me in trucks, motorcycles, and etc. Keep U-turning and shining your headlights at me on William Cannon or walking where I am and passing by me just to get a little orgasm. How’d that work, old sexy exerciser at Circle C Park? I decided to do a little interval training and passed your ass up, didn’t I? Good for you, Babe. I love you. I even like you, Smooth Criminal.

Me ‘n Bebe Rexha: Bebe Rexha – I Got You.

Psalm’s Leviathan Realities, Part Two

A Round Tuit

If you are my age, you’ve seen these little circular thing-a-ma-boppers sitting on executive desks or being pulled out of dryers by moms like me. They are telling the world, basically, fuck you I’m gonna get around to it one of these days and when I do, my goodness we all know hell knows no furry than that of either a female executive or as the case may be a dragon housewife.

I’m the latter gal, I have only had one cup of coffee leftover from yesterday and warmed up, and I’m still wearing that feature image nightie as I take the rest of it down in Austin, Texas and add Desiring God and a few specific names back into the mix.

I was privileged to color a page:


God Father stood behind me in line at HEB one time, and He spoke to my three youngest children–one little word spoken sweetly to them:


by Adele on YouTube

John 15:18-20 If the world hate you, ye know that it hated me before it hated you. If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you. Remember the word that I said unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord. If they have persecuted me, they will also persecute you; if they have kept my saying, they will keep yours also.

Double Moons Prayer Initiative Audio Files, Part One

Good Friday 2017 is my birthday, Part Two

Uncovered No More: a four blood moon testimony (vol 3) Conclusion audio

Austin, Texas, listen up: we are dealing with the physical return of Jesus Christ. You had better straighten up your attitude today, for the rest of your life on this earth, and in Jesus Name, amen. Start acting like Jesus is here in the flesh life because ya’ll know I’ve already testified it. Tippy-toeing around me out of fear is getting us all nowhere except in my dryer, so to speak. Any questions? Thank you for your lovely little, arrogant consideration in Jesus Name, amen.

I do not think it is funny when you name a play center for children LOCO-MOTION.

LOCO Motion is an inflatible play center for children. Go read Job 42, please. Leviathan constituents love rape, child molestation, slavery, and slavery of women to their whims and wishes. I’ve heard the testimony of a prostitute: she knew what it was to fuck over Satan so she could pay her bills. Any questions, Babes?

Then there is Freedom Temple 78736 and Cathedral of Praise. They are epicenters of the Synagogue of Satan. Jesus Christ personally led me out of Cathedral of Praise numerous times and He led them on to believe they can actually get a new name. No you cannot do that, and this is Cara Ann Beaty speaking.

John Chapter 11

Now a certain man was sick, named Lazarus, of Bethany, the town of Mary and her sister Martha.

(It was that Mary which anointed the Lord with ointment, and wiped his feet with her hair, whose brother Lazarus was sick.)

Therefore his sisters sent unto him, saying, Lord, behold, he whom thou lovest is sick.

When Jesus heard that, he said, This sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God, that the Son of God might be glorified thereby.

Now Jesus loved Martha, and her sister, and Lazarus.

When he had heard therefore that he was sick, he abode two days still in the same place where he was.

Then after that saith he to his disciples, Let us go into Judaea again.

His disciples say unto him, Master, the Jews of late sought to stone thee; and goest thou thither again?

Jesus answered, Are there not twelve hours in the day? If any man walk in the day, he stumbleth not, because he seeth the light of this world.

10 But if a man walk in the night, he stumbleth, because there is no light in him.

11 These things said he: and after that he saith unto them, Our friend Lazarus sleepeth; but I go, that I may awake him out of sleep.

12 Then said his disciples, Lord, if he sleep, he shall do well.

13 Howbeit Jesus spake of his death: but they thought that he had spoken of taking of rest in sleep.

14 Then said Jesus unto them plainly, Lazarus is dead.

15 And I am glad for your sakes that I was not there, to the intent ye may believe; nevertheless let us go unto him.

16 Then said Thomas, which is called Didymus, unto his fellowdisciples, Let us also go, that we may die with him.

17 Then when Jesus came, he found that he had lain in the grave four days already.

18 Now Bethany was nigh unto Jerusalem, about fifteen furlongs off:

19 And many of the Jews came to Martha and Mary, to comfort them concerning their brother.

20 Then Martha, as soon as she heard that Jesus was coming, went and met him: but Mary sat still in the house.

21 Then said Martha unto Jesus, Lord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died.

22 But I know, that even now, whatsoever thou wilt ask of God, God will give it thee.

23 Jesus saith unto her, Thy brother shall rise again.

24 Martha saith unto him, I know that he shall rise again in the resurrection at the last day.

25 Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live:

26 And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. Believest thou this?

27 She saith unto him, Yea, Lord: I believe that thou art the Christ, the Son of God, which should come into the world.

28 And when she had so said, she went her way, and called Mary her sister secretly, saying, The Master is come, and calleth for thee.

29 As soon as she heard that, she arose quickly, and came unto him.

30 Now Jesus was not yet come into the town, but was in that place where Martha met him.

31 The Jews then which were with her in the house, and comforted her, when they saw Mary, that she rose up hastily and went out, followed her, saying, She goeth unto the grave to weep there.

32 Then when Mary was come where Jesus was, and saw him, she fell down at his feet, saying unto him, Lord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died.

33 When Jesus therefore saw her weeping, and the Jews also weeping which came with her, he groaned in the spirit, and was troubled.

34 And said, Where have ye laid him? They said unto him, Lord, come and see.

35 Jesus wept.

36 Then said the Jews, Behold how he loved him!

37 And some of them said, Could not this man, which opened the eyes of the blind, have caused that even this man should not have died?

38 Jesus therefore again groaning in himself cometh to the grave. It was a cave, and a stone lay upon it.

39 Jesus said, Take ye away the stone. Martha, the sister of him that was dead, saith unto him, Lord, by this time he stinketh: for he hath been dead four days.

40 Jesus saith unto her, Said I not unto thee, that, if thou wouldest believe, thou shouldest see the glory of God?

41 Then they took away the stone from the place where the dead was laid. And Jesus lifted up his eyes, and said, Father, I thank thee that thou hast heard me.

42 And I knew that thou hearest me always: but because of the people which stand by I said it, that they may believe that thou hast sent me.

43 And when he thus had spoken, he cried with a loud voice, Lazarus, come forth.

44 And he that was dead came forth, bound hand and foot with graveclothes: and his face was bound about with a napkin. Jesus saith unto them, Loose him, and let him go.

45 Then many of the Jews which came to Mary, and had seen the things which Jesus did, believed on him.

46 But some of them went their ways to the Pharisees, and told them what things Jesus had done.

47 Then gathered the chief priests and the Pharisees a council, and said, What do we? for this man doeth many miracles.

48 If we let him thus alone, all men will believe on him: and the Romans shall come and take away both our place and nation.

49 And one of them, named Caiaphas, being the high priest that same year, said unto them, Ye know nothing at all,

50 Nor consider that it is expedient for us, that one man should die for the people, and that the whole nation perish not.

51 And this spake he not of himself: but being high priest that year, he prophesied that Jesus should die for that nation;

52 And not for that nation only, but that also he should gather together in one the children of God that were scattered abroad.

53 Then from that day forth they took counsel together for to put him to death.

54 Jesus therefore walked no more openly among the Jews; but went thence unto a country near to the wilderness, into a city called Ephraim, and there continued with his disciples.

55 And the Jews’ passover was nigh at hand: and many went out of the country up to Jerusalem before the passover, to purify themselves.

56 Then sought they for Jesus, and spake among themselves, as they stood in the temple, What think ye, that he will not come to the feast?

57 Now both the chief priests and the Pharisees had given a commandment, that, if any man knew where he were, he should shew it, that they might take him.


Luke Chapter 16

And he said also unto his disciples, There was a certain rich man, which had a steward; and the same was accused unto him that he had wasted his goods.

And he called him, and said unto him, How is it that I hear this of thee? give an account of thy stewardship; for thou mayest be no longer steward.

Then the steward said within himself, What shall I do? for my lord taketh away from me the stewardship: I cannot dig; to beg I am ashamed.

I am resolved what to do, that, when I am put out of the stewardship, they may receive me into their houses.

So he called every one of his lord’s debtors unto him, and said unto the first, How much owest thou unto my lord?

And he said, An hundred measures of oil. And he said unto him, Take thy bill, and sit down quickly, and write fifty.

Then said he to another, And how much owest thou? And he said, An hundred measures of wheat. And he said unto him, Take thy bill, and write fourscore.

And the lord commended the unjust steward, because he had done wisely: for the children of this world are in their generation wiser than the children of light.

And I say unto you, Make to yourselves friends of the mammon of unrighteousness; that, when ye fail, they may receive you into everlasting habitations.

10 He that is faithful in that which is least is faithful also in much: and he that is unjust in the least is unjust also in much.

11 If therefore ye have not been faithful in the unrighteous mammon, who will commit to your trust the true riches?

12 And if ye have not been faithful in that which is another man’s, who shall give you that which is your own?

13 No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.

14 And the Pharisees also, who were covetous, heard all these things: and they derided him.

15 And he said unto them, Ye are they which justify yourselves before men; but God knoweth your hearts: for that which is highly esteemed among men is abomination in the sight of God.

16 The law and the prophets were until John: since that time the kingdom of God is preached, and every man presseth into it.

17 And it is easier for heaven and earth to pass, than one tittle of the law to fail.

18 Whosoever putteth away his wife, and marrieth another, committeth adultery: and whosoever marrieth her that is put away from her husband committeth adultery.

19 There was a certain rich man, which was clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day:

20 And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores,

21 And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man’s table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores.

22 And it came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels into Abraham’s bosom: the rich man also died, and was buried;

23 And in hell he lift up his eyes, being in torments, and seeth Abraham afar off, and Lazarus in his bosom.

24 And he cried and said, Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus, that he may dip the tip of his finger in water, and cool my tongue; for I am tormented in this flame.

25 But Abraham said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented.

26 And beside all this, between us and you there is a great gulf fixed: so that they which would pass from hence to you cannot; neither can they pass to us, that would come from thence.

27 Then he said, I pray thee therefore, father, that thou wouldest send him to my father’s house:

28 For I have five brethren; that he may testify unto them, lest they also come into this place of torment.

29 Abraham saith unto him, They have Moses and the prophets; let them hear them.

30 And he said, Nay, father Abraham: but if one went unto them from the dead, they will repent.

31 And he said unto him, If they hear not Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded, though one rose from the dead.