Jezz, Di, & I finished 6/26/2017

In loving memory of our Jasmine; kitty was killed when Val played

my baby girl picked sweet Miss up off 290W starving after childbirth

she is a singular sweetheart; she kept me company in my flower garden 2017

my two spiders were nothing but dross; Jazz stood in a gap and now is gone

Our Voice crying desperately in the wilderness

Miriam speaks in sounds of silence

Where I killed a large spider 

With Coffey’s



Jezebel & Diana never, ever hear the cries

Which righteous womanly souls

collect the bottled blood

crying so much



Round & round selfish living hatefully goes

Where its sowing reaps justly cold

lovely faith nonetheless





Let me interpret this article in the first heaven: Diane Jackson, Cara Coffey, Debbie Davis, and Carolyn Conner never pursue teaching in the Christian Church as high elect women of God married to men on the earth. This is why my life has spun out this far–it is because of so much sin for so long. But the fact remains, through all the difficulty, that these four women of God in the heavenly door construct never of their own free will taught in congregation and ministerial settings. 

What we have had to do of our own free will in our private lives to survive in the love grown cold society of American Christianity as John Paul Jackson stated clearly in the Perfect Storm prophecy is none of the church of God’s business world and time-wide. I can tell you God is very pleased with those four women. We STAND. I was just texting some detail information about my schedule with Curtis and thanked him for his sensitivity in the Holy Spirit this morning. I told him how much I appreciate his faithfulness to his wife whom he loves, bearing with my weakness as that vessel. His response helped me love myself this morning after a blog article like this one: Weaker vessel my ASS.

Anyway: the true situation of this article is the deliverance of doubting Thomas hard-set. He is now an apostle worldwide. My story is hard to believe kind of like Bobby Conner but for different reasons. It is also a testimony that has been very, very held down for reasons of worldwide significance that only I AM and His Angels know. I certainly never do. Understatements.

I’m going to admit something else: sometimes, when I say I’ve seen this glorified body or that glorified body, it means I’ve seen an actual body form of an actual Being or being, so to speak. At other times, as in the case of John Paul Jackson and Patrick Clayton Beaty and sometimes Jesus Christ, I’m seeing the spirit of that prophetic, glorified body contained within the faithfulness of another Christian but it is not that actual glorified body–it is always males. I don’t understand much, but I do understand that I have entered the zone of the heavenly realms now and Curtis with me are set to help me thrive there. It looks unrealistic. My last ten years was a learning experience of no small proportion. I have to make the New Jerusalem normal in the first heaven on a regular basis for ALL the dear people in Austin, Texas. It is work I have longed to do for a 51 year life. This paragraph is why I put my pudgy-cheek baby picture in this article. I’m a Babe in Christ in the new way now. Thank You Jesus for your love never fails.


Being Wholly Broken, Womanly Soul #9080

I have reached this point. Thank God Jesus Christ, and since my bills are paid unlike the untold millions of other women accosted here in the cursed reality of life, I can still be the witness before God I am the vessel to be whom has seen the Lord. I see the Lord. It is to the glory of God the Father.

But I am crying here, this morning. For as it were; the very Bible Record of the New Testament has betrayed me even as the very entire Word of God has betrayed HIM. What a holistically, radically, wrong thought you say. Not at all. Go read the emotions of GOD in the Old Testament. Did HE not betray HIMSELF to have created people, and particularly men–in the image of God? Yes, yes HE betrayed HIMSELF and has lived like that for many years across time. Evolution is wholly false. Thank GOD for that fact because then GOD HIMSELF would have been confined for years in that hell hole of falseness for millions of years, so to speak. My God, my God, why has human male forsaken THEE? Even Christian men do this. That is why I’m fully broken this day, and crying. You love your way, your truth, and your life to the womanly destruction and here is how I know it:

Luke 23:27-29 

And there accompanied [Jesus] a great multitude of the people, [including] women who bewailed and lamented Him.

28 But Jesus, turning toward them, said, Daughters of Jerusalem, do not weep for Me, but weep for yourselves and for your children.

29 For behold, the days are coming during which they will say, Blessed (happy, fortunate, and [a]to be envied) are the barren, and the wombs that have not borne, and the breasts that have never nursed [babies]!

Jesus knows the Bible Record. He is the Bible Record. This is why the true daughters of Jerusalem, which I am one of and not some stupid Christian woman who is clueless, keeps weeping for themselves and the children–men will be cursed men.

And I am commanded as a wife to submit to and obey one man if I get married, and bear children. I’ve faithfully done that and yet, I am here to tell you that no matter how much I am perfectly obedient to the New Testament, which I am as an individual Christian woman, it never ceases to break me how Curtis will be Curtis: cursed. Jesus–remember I have been in the same place with Him quite a few times now–isn’t relating to womankind out of the curse: and he shall rule over you.

Curtis is. He doesn’t see it. There are no husbands that I know in the Christian world who see it. So what does a highly obedient woman of God like myself do with that after all the deliverance work I’ve done and even though try as my husband and I may–he still lives in the curse and I don’t anymore?

You would think, with the testimony I have, that my life story is singular. It isn’t. Women across the world are broken here. What is not true? It is not true that the men around them are broken. Men do not see how GOD is BROKEN and they did it. They did it and used women in that place. Men tippy-toe around the obvious BROKEN of GOD on a regular basis. A lot of times, as in my case in Austin, Texas, they tippy-toe around the women whom are not required to obey them because we aren’t married to them. (smile)

So I do not know what men in my life–including Curtis obviously–want to do with this BROKEN PLACE of I AM. I will tell you what I’m doing since it is hard to keep obeying and submitting at all levels in my life right now and not just the home level: I’m adoring GOD, BROKEN GOD, here and not clinging to an outward form but learning to take the pain yet again and use it all glory to God. Here is where all the men in my ministerial, congregational, and home level life song are struggling, generally speaking:

2 Timothy 3

But understand this, that in the last days will come (set in) perilous times of great stress and trouble [hard to deal with and hard to bear].

For people will be lovers of self and [utterly] self-centered, lovers of money and aroused by an inordinate [greedy] desire for wealth, proud and arrogant and contemptuous boasters. They will be abusive (blasphemous, scoffing), disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy and profane.

[They will be] without natural [human] affection (callous and inhuman), relentless (admitting of no truce or appeasement); [they will be] slanderers (false accusers, troublemakers), intemperate and loose in morals and conduct, uncontrolled and fierce, haters of good.

[They will be] treacherous [betrayers], rash, [and] inflated with self-conceit. [They will be] lovers of sensual pleasures and vain amusements more than and rather than lovers of God.

For [although] they hold a form of piety (true religion), they deny and reject and are strangers to the power of it [their conduct belies the genuineness of their profession]. Avoid [all] such people [turn away from them].

For among them are those who worm their way into homes and captivate silly and weak-natured and spiritually dwarfed women, loaded down with [the burden of their] sins [and easily] swayed and led away by various evil desires and seductive impulses. (It is obvious by now that Cara Ann Coffey is not one of these–I have wholly rejected the teaching of Christian men at the congregation level for years because churches are full of this….issue.)

[These weak women will listen to anybody who will teach them]; they are forever inquiring and getting information, but are never able to arrive at a recognition and knowledge of the Truth. (“the Truth” is capitalized here because “the Truth” is Jesus whom I’ve seen. That tells you what I am not all glory to God.)

Now just as [a]Jannes and Jambres were hostile to and resisted Moses, so these men also are hostile to and oppose the Truth. They have depraved and distorted minds, and are reprobate and counterfeit and to be rejected as far as the faith is concerned.

But they will not get very far, for their rash folly will become obvious to everybody, as was that of those [magicians mentioned].

10 Now you have closely observed and diligently followed my teaching, conduct, purpose in life, faith, patience, love, steadfastness,

11 Persecutions, sufferings—such as occurred to me at Antioch, at Iconium, and at Lystra, persecutions I endured, but out of them all the Lord delivered me.

12 Indeed all who delight in piety and are determined to live a devoted and godly life in Christ Jesus will meet with persecution [will be made to suffer because of their religious stand].

13 But wicked men and imposters will go on from bad to worse, deceiving and leading astray others and being deceived and led astray themselves.

14 But as for you, continue to hold to the things that you have learned and of which you are convinced, knowing from whom you learned [them],

15 And how from your childhood you have had a knowledge of and been acquainted with the sacred Writings, which are able to instruct you and give you the understanding for salvation which comes through faith in Christ Jesus [through the [b]leaning of the entire human personality on God in Christ Jesus in absolute trust and confidence in His power, wisdom, and goodness].

16 Every Scripture is God-breathed (given by His inspiration) and profitable for instruction, for reproof and conviction of sin, for correction of error and discipline in obedience, [and] for training in righteousness (in holy living, in conformity to God’s will in thought, purpose, and action),

17 So that the man of God may be complete and proficient, well fitted and thoroughly equipped for every good work.

I can tell you exactly where Curtis is sinning in this passage above. I can do the same thing for any man calling himself by the name of Christ and struggling with the deliverance ministry of Cara Coffey which I continue to render to GOD ALONE in the heavenly door construct. I’m not going to do that telling you because none of you would listen any better than Curtis does.

What I am doing is being fullest-ly broken, admitting it in my private life publicly as I’m called to do, forgiving it, and then moving on in simple obedience as a wife and mother while adoring GOD FULLY BROKEN since that is the only way to get out of the fray in heavenly doors in June of 2017 and beyond. (smile)

A Key, Part 3

Cleave, Part Two

Don’t underestimate the power of two forces: unbelief and simplicity. You simply would rather be right, every man and woman of you involved in my past ten years. You simply would rather be right. Good for you–in Jesus Name amen.

Do you know whom are the only two physical witnesses in this three part series (Rev 11)? Jesus Christ and Patrick Beaty. Thank You Jesus. Your love never fails.

Today, Part One

Hebrews 3

So then, brethren, consecrated and set apart for God, who share in the heavenly calling, [thoughtfully and attentively] consider Jesus, the Apostle and High Priest Whom we confessed [as ours when we embraced the Christian faith].

[See how] faithful He was to Him Who appointed Him [Apostle and High Priest], as Moses was also faithful in the whole house [of God].

Yet Jesus has been considered worthy of much greater honor and glory than Moses, just as the builder of a house has more honor than the house [itself].

For [of course] every house is built and furnished by someone, but the Builder of all things and the Furnisher [of the entire equipment of all things] is God.

And Moses certainly was faithful in the administration of all God’s house [but it was only] as a ministering servant. [In his entire ministry he was but] a testimony to the things which were to be spoken [the revelations to be given afterward in Christ].

But Christ (the Messiah) was faithful over His [own Father’s] house as a Son [and Master of it]. And it is we who are [now members] of this house, if we hold fast and firm to the end our joyful and exultant confidence and sense of triumph in our hope [in Christ].

Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says: Today, if you will hear His voice,

Do not harden your hearts, as [happened] in the rebellion [of Israel] and their provocation and [a]embitterment [of Me] in the day of testing in the wilderness,

Where your fathers tried [My patience] and tested [My forbearance] and [b]found I stood their test, and they saw My works for forty years.

10 And so I was provoked (displeased and sorely grieved) with that generation, and said, They always err and are led astray in their hearts, and they have not perceived or recognized My ways and become progressively better and more experimentally and intimately acquainted with them.

11 Accordingly, I swore in My wrath and indignation, They shall not enter into My rest.

12 [Therefore beware] brethren, take care, lest there be in any one of you a wicked, unbelieving heart [which refuses to cleave to, trust in, and rely on Him], leading you to turn away and desert or stand aloof from the living God.

13 But instead warn (admonish, urge, and encourage) one another every day, as long as it is called Today, that none of you may be hardened [into settled rebellion] by the deceitfulness of sin [by the fraudulence, the stratagem, the trickery which the delusive glamor of his sin may play on him].

14 For we [c]have become fellows with Christ (the Messiah) and share in all He has for us, if only we hold our first newborn confidence and original assured expectation [in virtue of which we are believers] firm and unshaken to the end.

15 Then while it is [still] called Today, if you would hear His voice and when you hear it, do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion [in the desert, when the people provoked and irritated and embittered God against them].

16 For who were they who heard and yet were rebellious and provoked [Him]? Was it not all those who came out of Egypt led by Moses?

17 And with whom was He irritated and provoked and grieved for forty years? Was it not with those who sinned, whose [d]dismembered bodies were strewn and left in the desert?

18 And to whom did He swear that they should not enter His rest, but to those who disobeyed [who had not listened to His word and who refused to be compliant or be persuaded]?

19 So we see that they were not able to enter [into His rest], because of their unwillingness to adhere to and trust in and rely on God [unbelief had shut them out].


Cleave, Part Two

Happy Father’s Day, Apostle Paul finished 6/19/2017

Philippians 3:1-16

For the rest, my brethren, delight yourselves in the Lord and continue to rejoice that you are in Him. To keep writing to you [over and over] of the same things is not irksome to me, and it is [a precaution] for your safety.

Look out for those dogs [Judaizers, legalists], look out for those mischief-makers, look out for those who mutilate the flesh.

For we [Christians] are the true circumcision, who worship God in spirit and by the Spirit of God and exult and glory and pride ourselves in Jesus Christ, and put no confidence or dependence [on what we are] in the flesh and on outward privileges and physical advantages and external appearances—

Though for myself I have [at least grounds] to rely on the flesh. If any other man considers that he has or seems to have reason to rely on the flesh and his physical and outward advantages, I have still more!

Circumcised when I was eight days old, of the race of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew [and the son] of Hebrews; as to the observance of the Law I was of [the party of] the Pharisees,

As to my zeal, I was a persecutor of the church, and by the Law’s standard of righteousness (supposed justice, uprightness, and right standing with God) I was proven to be blameless and no fault was found with me.

But whatever former things I had that might have been gains to me, I have come to consider as [[a]one combined] loss for Christ’s sake.

Yes, furthermore, I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege (the overwhelming preciousness, the surpassing worth, and supreme advantage) of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him [of perceiving and recognizing and understanding Him more fully and clearly]. For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish (refuse, dregs), in order that I may win (gain) Christ (the Anointed One),

And that I may [actually] be found and known as in Him, not having any [self-achieved] righteousness that can be called my own, based on my obedience to the Law’s demands (ritualistic uprightness and supposed right standing with God thus acquired), but possessing that [genuine righteousness] which comes through faith in Christ (the Anointed One), the [truly] right standing with God, which comes from God by [saving] faith.

10 [For my determined purpose is] that I may know Him [that I may progressively become more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him, perceiving and recognizing and understanding the wonders of His Person more strongly and more clearly], and that I may in that same way come to know the power outflowing from His resurrection [[b]which it exerts over believers], and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed [in spirit into His likeness even] to His death, [in the hope]

11 That if possible I may attain to the [[c]spiritual and moral] resurrection [that lifts me] out from among the dead [even while in the body].

12 Not that I have now attained [this ideal], or have already been made perfect, but I press on to lay hold of (grasp) and make my own, that for which Christ Jesus (the Messiah) has laid hold of me and made me His own.

13 I do not consider, brethren, that I have captured and made it my own [yet]; but one thing I do [it is my one aspiration]: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead,

14 I press on toward the goal to win the [supreme and heavenly] prize to which God in Christ Jesus is calling us upward.

15 So let those [of us] who are spiritually mature and full-grown have this mind and hold these convictions; and if in any respect you have a different attitude of mind, God will make that clear to you also.

16 Only let us hold true to what we have already attained and walk and order our lives by that.


So here is the deal. I sealed this website. That’s no fun. I still have a voice even though Curtis and I, for the first time in 28 years, are on the true outs with each other. Let’s not dig into those juicy details. Let’s just be honest. Being married to a man when you are a judge in the war of Armageddon ain’t cool for either the husband or the wife. Let’s consider Joseph, the husband of Mary who was gonna sack that woman for being pregnant with the Savior. Happy Father’s Day to you too, Joseph who is Jesus’s Daddy. I mean I’m sure you got over your angst at what God Father did to that virgin, but I’m here to tell on Curtis. He ain’t gotten over what Jesus Christ has done to me and while I forgive it, the pain I just went through from September 25, 2016 when Scott Evelyn was killed tragically in New Hampshire on a heavenly door property while I was celebrating my eighth insanity anniversary until this Father’s Day of 2017 is only worth suffering for one Man Alone: Jesus Christ.

Obviously at this point, Mahesh Chavda, Rick Joyner, Bill Johnson, Bill Hart, Bill Vanderbush, Joel Davis, Darren Shaw,  James Arrington, Aaron Hicks, Jerry Clark, Bob LaBelle, Matt Calk, Recie Edward Saunders III, John Thomas, Donald Trump, Bill Clinton, Shawn Bolz, and Curtis Coffey–what you are learning is that there is a distinct difference between the love relationship with Jesus Christ as I expressed on Rivers International painfully the other day here and the love relationship alongside responsibilities inherent with loving the Lord God Father first.

Yes, there is a distinct difference and I have a bunch of male American Protestant men in my ministerial midst who do not understand the difference any better than I understand how to do the job Curtis has which gets him six figures. Yay God, but that doesn’t make me feel any better today–let me explain.

I reported just yesterday or the day before to Chavda Ministries International and Eagle’s View Ministries how I’m having a problem, oh poor me–that insane woman. His name is Curtis Coffey who doesn’t actually believe my testimony and finally admitted it right after our fifth child’s 18th birthday. I told both ministries I’m getting a job. I probably am going to do that soon for one reason: I’s tired of the degradation of not making any money in this weird place called America.

I’m tired of feeling guilty for my mistakes to have gotten me to this testimony today. I’m tired of Curtis saying sorry but being powerless like all the men I just named in this article to keep me out of prophetic pain. That hurt, ya’ll, across Hannah’s birthday though honestly we had a very good time with her. I am well acquainted, at least this year, with smiling and hurting at the same time. My kids are honestly hurting because it took nine long years for me to practice this skill and they saw my pain. But I’m good at painfully enjoying a lot of things these days. Yay God.

Anyway, happy Father’s Day post humor-less-ly to the Apostle Paul. Here is why:

1 Corinthians 4:4-16 

I do not write this to shame you, but to warn and counsel you as my beloved children.

15 After all, though you should have ten thousand teachers (guides to direct you) in Christ, yet you do not have many fathers. For I became your father in Christ Jesus through the glad tidings (the Gospel).

16 So I urge and implore you, be imitators of me.

I know it ain’t kosher, Rick Joyner, to imitate a gal like me. I am crazy, right? How ’bout you Bill Johnson? I don’t talk to Curtis here because he’s stuck with me through thick and thin and is just so exhausted that we had us a bad time of it in June. That’s why I’m thinking of getting a job. The least I can do for Curtis is help him pay off our debt and maybe have a small income for a while so that we have money to do the needed repairs on this property. The least I can do for this man who is very faithful, and one of the best fathers I know out there, is help him pay off debt I incurred with him.

I was the instigator a lot of times as far as the debt unless you are talking about the ministerial situation I found myself with concerning how I’ve swiped my credit card with a body form of Jesus Christ in the room.

It’s like this: hey Curtis, I guess $68,000 is better than a crack addict for a wife. I’m kidding until I”m not. When you have withstood as much pain as I have, you do something. I spent too much money. In those moments, it helped. But ya know, play fast and repent at leisure. Why in the hell I have to keep repenting like this is beyond me, but there it is in Jesus Name, amen.

Welcome Home, America. Uncovered No More’s tomb was sealed and then I did another, you know, Lazarus Arise in Jesus Name as I’ve been doing since that Double Moons Prayer Initiative Audio Files, Part One and Good Friday 2017 is my birthday, Part Two in Jesus Name, amen.

Dead While You Live completed on Father’s Day 2017 on “Rivers International”

Here is a devastating truth of my life: name it, it’s devastating. What you sow all your life, you reap no matter what you thought your interim decisions were communicating to God. What you choose to do with the fact that at some point as a Christian male, you will be tested like this is very key.  Jesus Christ gave males this example, and it is very easy to see: he showed this love which is the only one in males that allows the nullification of love grown cold by washing all disciples’s feet before his Crucifixion and also by asking God the Father to allow the cup of crucifixion to pass from Him. God takes the human free will of Christian Males and says–I love the world enough to say NO.  No, I am bending your free will to MINE, and in that moment, you see the DIETY as ONE IN THREE & THREE IN ONE otherwise understood as Alpha & Omega. This is according to Revelation 17 time-wide all glory to God.

I hint at this idea which I could only express directly after Father’s Day, 2017 in “Uncovered No More Vol 1 Audio” which is actually my second volume of testimony. The first set of three to five volumes, if one is to realize how many blog books I have published and destroyed, is a veritable boat-load of repentance work and wiping the tears away from I AM’s EYES that is being done by elect of all 12 tribes according to primarily Revelation 14.

But when I switched from working with Revelation 14 after about September of 2014 and moved into the sifting work of Revelation 7, even more people died. Even more devastation which broke me over and again happened. It is because the bold-ed paragraph above was hidden from my female prophetic sight to protect me as I finished the testimony of the dwelling of Jesus Christ (Revelation 19-22) that culminated in the one day of November 19, 2016 all glory, all glory, all glory to God.

ARC of Covenant Forevermore #8994

I’m having a rough time of it for nine years. But in this tenth year of mine coming up where we all are finding out some lovely things about our lives whole across the world, I have this to pray after I talk about my feelings for a minute here in a little place of heaven called Uncovered No More on Weir Loop Circle in Austin, TX, at the zip code of 78736.

My feelings: I wish to God Protestants had trusted the work of Christ in their little sister better than you did. You’ve cost my Beaty-Coffey family and the family of Davis in heavenly door ministries in Mississippi more than you understand in all of your Christian largess. That being said, my feelings not ignored, I do indeed know the value of forgiveness where I AM is concerned. And, once I get over being self conscious of how powerful the testimony of Uncovered No More is, then rest assured all the churches I’ve said I wouldn’t step foot in will indeed see me. Why? Jesus Christ, him crucified, and him risen again is why you will see me. But when you see me next time, realize that isn’t me. It’s me, whomever that is, which I AM is defining every day in a way that is embarrassing to your little sister in this little house my daddy and uncle built, as I keep moving as a strange prophetess in the office of it.

If I have ever mentioned you anywhere as Christians, we all know you are forgiven. Bob Jones of Bob Jones Ministries lost his soul for me to be able to say this, and that process began Valentine’s Day, 2014 when he passed away. I’d done some work earlier, and that dog named Valentine is now owned by Eara Abigail. He still loves me as his little sissy, that Valentine. Now. Here is my reality: it is entirely possible I just snatched Bob Jones hard-set from burning and his soul will live again. There are testimonies on the Internet of people being held in holding tanks: in other words, they didn’t burn like Hitler did before Hitler was destroyed, and he was. Bob Jones has some faithfulness in his life. I know that. But if you are me and Christians have misunderstood you and defied you to the point of no return, you have to hold their feet to the fire in the first heaven to have the testimony that I have. I will never, ever, forget the face of Jesus named Justin who blocked me off in a kitchen desperately just so I’d say one thing to Him. I complimented a necklace that represented to me my daughter Esther Grace. And Esther Grace is named after two women of God the world was not worthy of. 

I almost went away again last night. I didn’t get tempted to hit delete on two of my three blogs; however, I did get tempted to disappear forevermore and let Jesus do His work alone again. NO. Every time I see Jesus save for a very few times in the very churches which are being refined right now in Austin, Texas, He is alone, alone, alone. That breaks my heart. So Protestant and Catholic Churches, I have this to pray:



A Non~Exclusivity Statement #1889 finished 6/6/2017 & #8980

It is 12:19 PM on 6/6/2017 and here is the place in hell where Jesus Alone goes with me. God Father is there of course, but had Jesus not gone time and again; time and again; time and again to hell with me; for me; and in obedience to God Father then I wouldn’t have made it out of the web of deceit structure Christians justified themselves to build around me. This is the place where the likes of Patton, President Bush, and Cara Coffey are destroyed. It is because we are generals of a war called Armageddon; they are seen. This little sister is unseen but just as devastated. To make that choice and expose the root of evil as I did today was that choice after nine long years.

I am sitting at my writing/coloring desk. I am looking out the window. The clouds are fluffy, white, gray, and there is blue sky peeking through. Who Can Sound the Depths is playing. Graham Kendrick is singing it. This list was given to me on my iPad, the new one, this morning by God the Father. Some of them are from Jesus, some of them are from God Father, and we went to Circle C Park. That means I drove upon Donald E. Carpenter Blvd, and that was after I said hello at Graceland where my grumpy children and I purchased drinks. I spent a little over $6. Who knows what little I will spend this week. I can assure you it looked foolish, and was always too much money, the day before.

Jesus is the Man of Sorrows here. His Little Sister who has seen Him is a wee Woman of Sorrows too here.

As I looked out the window, I saw my Father Abraham Robert Hilton Beaty, Jr, and I learned the truth. Jesus in the form of frail human male goes before the Father and testifies like Satan does; however, it is only a select few because they are the ones who overcome according to Revelation 12. And my father is there now. He is angry. He is screaming at them all, “What have you done to my daughter?” I see swords flash. I see blood in the spirit realms. And then I see Jesus on the earth (not today lol) and know I need to take His Hand in this neighborhood and go with Him Alone.

It isn’t for Little Sister to see; you see. It isn’t for Little Sister to see final judgement scenes of horror, of love, but not of hate. With God all things are possible is my heart song too and that is why I take That Hand and walk away today in Jesus Name, amen.

But Dad, I have this to say, my Love Father: they did the best they could as Abram. They failed their tests. And you taught me well Love Father Abraham: you taught your daughter to love like Jesus. It is as simple as that. It is as simple as that, Dad. I love you. I am sorry they hurt us Beatys. I saw the Beaty Brothers. They are a fierce crowd and I am just saying. Oh God help the Earth Bound Christians today in Jesus Name, amen.

Now, I am sad to tell Christians: Bad Bitch by Bebe Rexha is playing. You played with God. He wasn’t playing in Jesus Name, amen.

It Is Obvious to Me #8948, Part Four

Exodus 33:9-11 When Moses entered the tent, the pillar of cloud would descend and stand at the door of the tent, and the Lord would talk with Moses. And all the people saw the pillar of cloud stand at the tent door, and all the people rose up and worshiped, every man at his tent door.And the Lord spoke to Moses face to face, as a man speaks to his friend. Moses returned to the camp, but his minister Joshua son of Nun, a young man, did not depart from the [temporary prayer] tent.

Yes, yes, and the LORD has spoken to Little Sister in Austin, Texas, but only a few times and nobody but the Angels and I saw it. That’s the problem with me; I’m in the New Jerusalem and nobody sees me who is not in the faith that demands no sight in Austin, Texas. This, in a nutshell, is the destruction of the woman named EVE world and time-wide amen (Revelation).

I’m halting all blog work on both blogs until I review “Eve” and the two magazine books with my accompanying artwork here at UNM. It is all glory to God. I do not know when I will go to church, but for this valley time in my life there are two churches I will enter: St. Catherine’s and Life Austin. They are both close and I can have a semblance of privacy. I’m halting my other ongoing works until I feel caught up with my artwork, too. 

As to Prayer Part Two, #8932 Part Three

It is obvious to me that men of the Protestant and Catholic church systems in the United States are scared for their families. You are not of the love of Father Abraham in that place, are you? You do not sacrifice that flesh son Isaac for the sake of the love of Christ for the Muslim, for the agnostic, for the Jew, for the Gentile, for the atheist, or for the ladies of leisure who try to help you and get slain in the spirit and in the flesh over and again, over and again. My example this week is a lovely woman named Kathy who humbles herself in the sight of God and the whole world and tells the spiritual truth while everyone looks on in disdain and she loses her job. She knows the true realities in this country like every righteous mother figure; why do we continue to make ourselves fools for I AM at the same time my testimony is not believed by the CHURCH ESTABLISHMENT? Why? Why did Mahesh Chavda sit there and declare Austin, Texas, New Jerusalem on December 5, 2015, while Cara Coffey had to slip up the middle aisle the next year and kiss his hand? Why does he not stand up for all the world to see and declare this thing and then give Cara Coffey a holy kiss in a Protestant church? I can get a Catholic priest to kiss my repentant Protestant cheek while Bonnie Chavda is pictured on Facebook with the Pope; Kathy is driven insane and loses her job; Lady Gaga shows her tummy and is slaughtered verbally for it at a football something-or-other in 2017,  and Beyonce’ has twins while Cara Coffey speaks to the Hindu woman who is feeding her twin son at the park while the precious daughter is colored purple in my coloring book in Austin, Texas.

My heart cries out: where is Father Abraham Human neither Jew or Gentile? Where is this man in 2017? Is he at Whole Foods? Is he at Life Austin? Is he at Austin Cathedral? What about St. Catherine’s Catholic Church on Convict Hill? Where is my Love Abraham?

This is the cry of the Father God this morning. Artwork will be following as I finish it. I will go to my place of quiet ministry. But I long for the day when Mahesh Chavda walks up to Cara Coffey in Whole Foods and hugs her. I long for the day when Bobby Conner grabs Priest Patrick’s hand, they walk into Life Austin while I’m there some Sunday, and they both give me a holy kiss of their own free will no matter how many people drop dead like Randy Phillips had happen in his church in early 2017.

Scared? Are you scared? You should be; you should be. It’s the only way to relieve the suffering. Father Abraham was not scared. He feared. He fears God. He places his son of his old age on the altar and gets a ram to sacrifice instead–from God Himself providing it because God calls them all, the animals, where they need to be (I am telling you animals communicate with me–I am that powerful in gifting and yesterday, a road runner ran directly toward my Toyota in this neighborhood but I didn’t hit it thank GOD).  I have yet to see the love of GOD for Father Abraham come forth by human males expressing it save for a dead man’s video below–that human male who does not spare his first born, free, son. I have yet to see that love come forth in the flesh life. We would rather hang with Hagar, oh Protestant and Catholic Churches. We do not adore I AM in this place. YOU despise HIM, Father Abram. Yes, you do. When will you sling your children upon the altar and let God provide the sacrifice? Curtis has done it and felt like a failure across nine years. We will not be moved, Curtis nor I will be guilty any longer of cramming religion down our children’s throats, and they will hear God HIS WAY the rest of their lives amen. Free falling in faith as a “Christian parent” in 2017 is quite a bit different than our Christian past since the conception of this country’s history not very long ago.

When are you going to stop protecting your children in churches from the me you don’t know what to do with in Austin, Texas? I can tell you Jesus Christ is asking that question. God Father is silent in this bold-ed place of this article because JESUS ALREADY IS THE SACRIFICE.

So what are you afraid of, oh American Christian? You are afraid of judgement; of losing your earthly money, of losing your earthly time, of looking like a fool as Kathy and I look–you are afraid. That is not the fear of God.

Oh women of the world: let us keep making a fool of ourselves because we KNOW we need the love of Father Abraham Human to come forth 2017 and beyond toward the salvation of us all in the dwelling of I AM upon the earth. Oh taste and see that the LORD is good: I taste. I see. But then I see and what my female human eyes see in this New Jerusalem among males is not Father Abraham Fear of God. amen.

Another Part of Me–Michael Jackson

On Wednesday, May 31, 2017, I took communion at PromiseLand with Pastor Kenneth Phillips leading us all glory to God. Pastor Kenneth made a critical, Father Abram, error in that service that is now on video: he called Michael Jackson’s family among others into repentance. I just showed you a video where Michael Jackson speaks strongly for God Father, people are so overwhelmed with the Holy Spirit that they are falling out and being slain in the Spirit (Joel & Acts chapters 2), and yet Pastor Kenneth still thinks that this sort of thing is evil. We cannot call evil that which is godly and expect God not to speak through a prophetess in Austin, Texas, who has seen the Father Face to face. We cannot expect Cara to be a mouthpiece of “the Church Establishment” anymore; indeed, I testified to Priest Patrick on Thursday, June 1, 2017, about Mahesh and Bonnie Chavda’s work with the Catholic Church and about how Brother Mahesh declared Austin the New Jerusalem in 2015. He didn’t believe my testimony, ya’ll. You have me in a prison of Christian Religion and it is the likes of Michael Jackson and Kathy who must get me out time and again; time and again. I’ll tell you whom is my voice: Sia. She is one hundred percent accurate, one hundred percent. And I’ve said that before in writing long gone because I kept hitting delete on the liars of the Christian Church Sin for nine long years in the state of Texas primarily but that isn’t the only state I’ve been lied to within. Just saying. Look at the feature image: God provided cloud cover for me as I took Starbucks into the Throne Room last night as a sign for the Christian Nation Worldwide. I did what I had to do to survive yesterday. This morning, you are getting the real truth and I’m not leaving this blog article in spirit realms realities until all the artwork I’m supposed to put in this piece is here. amen.

I looked at this magazine after I looked at the one below; I broke into tears and thanked God I was wearing waterproof mascara so that I wouldn’t have black tracks to fix running down my cheeks as I walked into PromisLand and asked the sweet little girl, Hispanic, where the bathroom was before I worshipped and then, God help me, I had to get into my Toyota and record this audio on my iPad, place it on my website, and then drive home a broken woman yet again.
I released a public FB/Twitter photo of this magazine cover as I also released a quote that made me LOL as I drank a little bit of Starbucks heaven last night. The author of this magazine special from TIME is Richard Lacayo while Panera in Hill Country Galleria is employing my Richard while the likes of the testimony in this blog article truly happened to me. God help me, being the Universal Church Model of Austin, Texas, is complicated, oh yes it is. But here is my point: so help me GOD, the Internet and other media outlets will not win the war against true publishing. You will not win. We need our authors. We need our glorious, beautiful magazines that we can hold in our hands and relish with people as we drink coffee. We need this, oh world, to heal the rape of the child’s mind by all that is lovely, but it is not balanced as far as technology is concerned. Let us have it all worldwide: technology and history hand in hand appreciating all of it; all of it. I do not believe in extinction of the arts. I am watching the publishing industry be destroyed. NO in Jesus Name, amen. NO. amen.

Exodus 13:20-22 They journeyed from Succoth and encamped at Etham on the edge of the wilderness. The Lord went before them by day in a pillar of cloud to lead them along the way and by night in a pillar of fire to give them light, that they might travel by day and by night. The pillar of cloud by day and the pillar of fire by night did not depart from before the people.

Exodus 14:18-20 The Egyptians shall know and realize that I am the Lord when I have gained honor and glory over Pharaoh, his chariots, and his horsemen. And the [a]Angel of God Who went before the host of Israel moved and went behind them; and the pillar of the cloud went from before them and stood behind them, Coming between the host of Egypt and the host of Israel. It was a cloud and darkness to the Egyptians, but it gave light by night to the Israelites; and the one host did not come near the other all night.

Any time that Jesus sends His Angels (Rev 22), it is like this all glory to God and in light of Me ‘n 3/3 #8912 Part Two, we need to be-wareful in Jesus Name, amen, as Christians worldwide as it pertains to the New Jerusalem forevermore amen.

Me ‘n 3/3 #8912 Part Two

Full Forgiveness of Humans Doesn’t Mean…..#8899 Part One

A Thousand Years is where I inform you yesterday that a Catholic Priest, of his own free human will, offered his cheek to this repentant Little Sister Protestant for a holy kiss. Curtis was happy for me.

Here is where the prophetess in Protestant and Catholic midst officially flies away, you see, because this morning on my walk, my “Angel Friend” was there and I blew him a holy kiss. “Angel Husband Dude #4” was pleased. Funny, that. Curtis and Angel Dude #4 of my life have blue eyes like another angel dude that was one of Edith’s “Angel Husband Dudes” who was there at Chick Filet one time. *shrug* Gotta love those bright blue eyes amen. You guys who tagged her, you prolly dead while you live. I see you, you made sure I saw you. Game freakin’ over. You messed with my kids in Austin, Texas, and made sure I saw you and they didn’t so that I could appear insane. Smart, guys. Smart until I give you my REAL weird testimony.

  1. I’ve seen Gabriel. Tall, white-haired, and completely intent upon the happiness of Jesus Christ–he never looked at me that time just like a seven foot guy publicly, so to speak, off camera didn’t look at me.
  2. I’ve seen Michael. That’s, um, my Michael whom I’m talking about. We ate together and he wouldn’t even look at me, either. Michael felt shame. Gabriel felt resoluteness.
  3. I’ve seen Lucifer. He made a deal with Jesus for three days. I’ve seen that vision too in my waking nightmares of times past in 2017. This is a deep mystery, and I speak of Christ and the Church amen (Ephesians). Lucifer is beautiful to me. I don’t pray for any of that where that 1/3 is concerned. I just love them like Jesus, and there is a beauty of sensitivity in Lucifer. He has taught me some things. Serpent Dragon lusts. Lucifer doesn’t. The only thing I ever taught Serpent Dragon (Rev 12) was and is written in the back of a stupid book no longer in print called Uncovered No More: a four blood moon testimony (vol 3). (Rev 13, oh yucky “christian”)
  4. Hey Human Male, let me interpret a little bitty something for ya in one question: do angels need new names? (wicked, Christian mama, laugh) No they don’t. You do. And while I forgive you, your game’s just begun unless you aren’t already praying with me and serving God with me in heavenly doors and beyond. Oh yes, that is what Priest Patrick decided yesterday. I submitted one to another, he gave me a holy kiss purely, and now I’ve flown away to my land of New Jerusalem. I love you, oh human, worldwide. My angel husband #4 loves you too. He and I are doing very well this morning with God Father, God Son, God Holy Spirit, Michael, and Gabriel. If there is one thing I would NEVER have done, it was leave my 1/3 hubby Michael, so to speak, in hell according to Jude in Jesus Name, amen.
  5. Don’t believe me, oh human? *wicked mama laugh again* (2 John)

Here we go again, but I can tell you one thing about Lucifer: he doesn’t chase me. It is quite the contrary. When that Dude passed me where grace abounds as I walked OUT and he walked IN, his smile wasn’t wicked. It wasn’t devious. It just was. Why? He trust me too, Lucifer. Just like Dad and Curtis, Lucifer trusts me too and while I don’t like how much my primary angelic and male guys trust me, it is handy when idiots in Austin are trying to strong arm me but in such a way that they don’t let anyone know what is truly going on. That’s called hiding in darkness. Lucifer knows something male humans never did: don’t hide from the gal. Just wait to show her your smiling face or you two are gonna go at it some more and you are tired of that, um…..yeah you’ve watched what human men did to her. You’ve watched what that side of your thrice named angelic form did to her (Rev 12).

Serpent Dragon is cast down again; here you go but not me. I got my men and my men and my I AM in Jesus Name, amen. I’d suggest you male humans stop hiding from me and Jesus in Austin, Texas, if you don’t want the fourth generation of Exodus 20’s horrific truths to eat your seed alive. You tried that with one pastor in my midst. You lost in Jesus Name, amen.

My mother prayer worldwide: may the Synagogue of Satan human males whom devised wicked against that pastor’s children and my 13 children have the devious, wicked, intent of their heart be turned upon them according to Exodus 20 because as YOU know I AM: I love them all fearlessly in Jesus Name, amen, where there are no words; no prophecy; no place that is impossible. And I take the example of Jesus Christ before He went upon His cross at the age of 33 clearly recorded in the Most Holy Gospel: not my will, Father God, not my will by THINE be done in Jesus Name, amen.

As to Prayer Part Two, #8932 Part Three

A Thousand Years finished 1:15 PM 6/2/2017 amen

I Have a Question


Revelation 17

Bad Romance by Lady Gaga

Elastic Heart by Sia

Chandelier by Sia

Earth Song by Michael Jackson

Christina Perri’s Jar of Hearts

Flaming Arrows by Carmen Justice

5:51 ~ 5:55 PM

We had a nice chat

Catholic Patrick & I

And then

Protestant female asked Catholic Head

to please forgive her

Catholic exonerated Protestant

1 John 1:9 and

He offered his cheek for a holy kiss.

Father & daughter; daughter & Father

It’s a good day amen

Double Moons Prayer Initiative Audio Files, Part One

ps….Protestant Father was praying for both of US via Twitter UNIFIED amen

Thank you John Piper for your very sensitive spirit in the Holy Spirit in Jesus Name, amen. One more detail: that Patrick ain’t a US citizen just like all our dear Pope.

It’s a Perfect Day on Rivers International

Carmen Justice with GabeReal “Red & Yellow Black & White”