Tormentors 101, 201, 301, & 401; Part One

The Incredibles – The Glory Days

I’ve got an Elastigirl problem 24/7. I’m hot, I’ve fought, and they don’t stop tryna get me back–remember, Dude and Dudette human, I’m divorced from the church. I didn’t even dream that; Rick J and CC did, though and they interpreted it very, very wrong.

I’m equally not divorced in the flesh but divorced in the second heaven. My oldest son dreamed that. And nobody knows what to do with me so you are getting this list all the way from 365 Promises From God’s Word in Color IS ARC amen to Jesus.

So sad too bad everybody. My God is back and you aren’t my ten kids. I have brothers and sisters and fathers galore in this world and in other worlds. So you aren’t back til you are and that is none of my business.

Tara laughs at you from the house of terror and then flies over to the House of New Jerusalem in Garland, Texas on Crestview Drive and that’s not all Tara does, no it isn’t. You never know you never knew what the Son of Man sets forth for her to do in Jesus Name, amen.


Mockingjay’s Snow Queen Execution Decision

Sia — Dressed in Black

Novacaine — Fall Out Boy

I thought if I sold my works of art you would see my testimony for the love it is and I was strong and wrong all at the same time; it’s called the foolish things of the world confound the wise.

Tara isn’t joking when she says I will not sell what the ever loving Lord bought with His Blood here at my house’s degradation and rejoicing all at the same saeson; same temi; same “Are”, same “AraC; same Ytaeb. For now I do see in a mirror dimly and always face to Face; what Master loves truly never was my disgrace.

You are dead while you live in real life with the life skills I teach the real people in Jesus Name, amen. You will never outrun, outwalk, outfly, or outcry us. We dry our eyes and keep moving with Holy Spirit whom we have from GOD and what is more, I am having Holy Spirit type right now. I had my normal author download of His Spirit in my fingers that tells me, write on Baby Girl, write on. You got this in Jesus Name, amen.

11/21/2018: When all is said and lying done; Cara’s witchcraft up and ugly won; for I was willing to serve and ponder hate; until their daddy decided to fix my fate. *** They played with my life; now let them ever blow; Spider Baby decreed tonight; set my people freely peace-flow.

John 3:16-21

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him. 18 Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because they have not believed in the name of God’s one and only Son.

19 This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. 20 Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed. 21 But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what they have done has been done in the sight of God.


John Testifies Again About Jesus

22 After this, Jesus and his disciples went out into the Judean countryside, where he spent some time with them, and baptized. 23 Now John also was baptizing at Aenon near Salim, because there was plenty of water, and people were coming and being baptized. 24 (This was before John was put in prison.) 25 An argument developed between some of John’s disciples and a certain Jew over the matter of ceremonial washing. 26 They came to John and said to him, “Rabbi, that man who was with you on the other side of the Jordan—the one you testified about—look, he is baptizing, and everyone is going to him.”

27 To this John replied, “A person can receive only what is given them from heaven. 28 You yourselves can testify that I said, ‘I am not the Messiah but am sent ahead of him.’ 29 The bride belongs to the bridegroom. The friend who attends the bridegroom waits and listens for him, and is full of joy when he hears the bridegroom’s voice. That joy is mine, and it is now complete. 30 He must become greater; I must become less.”[h]

31 The one who comes from above is above all; the one who is from the earth belongs to the earth, and speaks as one from the earth. The one who comes from heaven is above all. 32 He testifies to what he has seen and heard, but no one accepts his testimony. 33 Whoever has accepted it has certified that God is truthful. 34 For the one whom God has sent speaks the words of God, for God[i] gives the Spirit without limit. 35 The Father loves the Son and has placed everything in his hands. 36 Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life, but whoever rejects the Son will not see life, for God’s wrath remains on them.

In around 2015 or 2016, before the presidential election of Donald Trump illegally happened, Franklin Graham came to Austin, Texas, as he went through all 50 states. I had already done my “United States Prayer Initiative” with my home school children and it ended in the month of September, 2013, right after I wrote The Double Moons Prayer Initiative. There is a part of the Christian Nation of America that thought they were working with me as they forced Donald Trump in collusion with Russia whether they knew that or not–forced Donald Trump into the White House illegally and there is no turning back the tide of wickedness now. It is to the point that Franklin Graham, the very man who prayed state to state before the election, even can justify rape to get a Supreme Court Justice into office even though the man is guilty as, well, hell. Franklin won’t turn back now–he is worse than an infidel and any faithfulness in his family life (Billy Graham Ministries Worldwide) has become null and void.

Everybody, and I mean everybody, save for my parents and ten helpless children and a very few others–like John Paul Jackson and Scott Evelyn–are now guilty as hell. They mismanaged my testimony over and again; over and again. The LORD has seen to the removing of the dross. Of the chaff. of the Tares. Of the Goats.

They of my past life stood and sat around numerous camp fires and bartered me off like as if I was a trashy slut. I’m a pure woman of God. I’m Elect Tribe Judah. Passive and Aggressive Domination has been used so much on Cara Ann Beaty.

What you get now is love which was defined long ago in a 52 year life, and counting, that has no capacity to turn cold though I have begged I AM to let me go; let me go; let me go to the place of no soul. That is where love grows coldest still and I AM says no, WE must have you here forever to define something–but HE never tells me what I define, so I look formless and void even as before Creation HE Spoke became to Be. I am formless and void and that is better than being stupid me.



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