Happy Father’s Day, Apostle Paul finished 6/19/2017

Philippians 3:1-16

For the rest, my brethren, delight yourselves in the Lord and continue to rejoice that you are in Him. To keep writing to you [over and over] of the same things is not irksome to me, and it is [a precaution] for your safety.

Look out for those dogs [Judaizers, legalists], look out for those mischief-makers, look out for those who mutilate the flesh.

For we [Christians] are the true circumcision, who worship God in spirit and by the Spirit of God and exult and glory and pride ourselves in Jesus Christ, and put no confidence or dependence [on what we are] in the flesh and on outward privileges and physical advantages and external appearances—

Though for myself I have [at least grounds] to rely on the flesh. If any other man considers that he has or seems to have reason to rely on the flesh and his physical and outward advantages, I have still more!

Circumcised when I was eight days old, of the race of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew [and the son] of Hebrews; as to the observance of the Law I was of [the party of] the Pharisees,

As to my zeal, I was a persecutor of the church, and by the Law’s standard of righteousness (supposed justice, uprightness, and right standing with God) I was proven to be blameless and no fault was found with me.

But whatever former things I had that might have been gains to me, I have come to consider as [[a]one combined] loss for Christ’s sake.

Yes, furthermore, I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege (the overwhelming preciousness, the surpassing worth, and supreme advantage) of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him [of perceiving and recognizing and understanding Him more fully and clearly]. For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish (refuse, dregs), in order that I may win (gain) Christ (the Anointed One),

And that I may [actually] be found and known as in Him, not having any [self-achieved] righteousness that can be called my own, based on my obedience to the Law’s demands (ritualistic uprightness and supposed right standing with God thus acquired), but possessing that [genuine righteousness] which comes through faith in Christ (the Anointed One), the [truly] right standing with God, which comes from God by [saving] faith.

10 [For my determined purpose is] that I may know Him [that I may progressively become more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him, perceiving and recognizing and understanding the wonders of His Person more strongly and more clearly], and that I may in that same way come to know the power outflowing from His resurrection [[b]which it exerts over believers], and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed [in spirit into His likeness even] to His death, [in the hope]

11 That if possible I may attain to the [[c]spiritual and moral] resurrection [that lifts me] out from among the dead [even while in the body].

12 Not that I have now attained [this ideal], or have already been made perfect, but I press on to lay hold of (grasp) and make my own, that for which Christ Jesus (the Messiah) has laid hold of me and made me His own.

13 I do not consider, brethren, that I have captured and made it my own [yet]; but one thing I do [it is my one aspiration]: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead,

14 I press on toward the goal to win the [supreme and heavenly] prize to which God in Christ Jesus is calling us upward.

15 So let those [of us] who are spiritually mature and full-grown have this mind and hold these convictions; and if in any respect you have a different attitude of mind, God will make that clear to you also.

16 Only let us hold true to what we have already attained and walk and order our lives by that.

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So here is the deal. I sealed this website. That’s no fun. I still have a voice even though Curtis and I, for the first time in 28 years, are on the true outs with each other. Let’s not dig into those juicy details. Let’s just be honest. Being married to a man when you are a judge in the war of Armageddon ain’t cool for either the husband or the wife. Let’s consider Joseph, the husband of Mary who was gonna sack that woman for being pregnant with the Savior. Happy Father’s Day to you too, Joseph who is Jesus’s Daddy. I mean I’m sure you got over your angst at what God Father did to that virgin, but I’m here to tell on Curtis. He ain’t gotten over what Jesus Christ has done to me and while I forgive it, the pain I just went through from September 25, 2016 when Scott Evelyn was killed tragically in New Hampshire on a heavenly door property while I was celebrating my eighth insanity anniversary until this Father’s Day of 2017 is only worth suffering for one Man Alone: Jesus Christ.

Obviously at this point, Mahesh Chavda, Rick Joyner, Bill Johnson, Bill Hart, Bill Vanderbush, Joel Davis, Darren Shaw,  James Arrington, Aaron Hicks, Jerry Clark, Bob LaBelle, Matt Calk, Recie Edward Saunders III, John Thomas, Donald Trump, Bill Clinton, Shawn Bolz, and Curtis Coffey–what you are learning is that there is a distinct difference between the love relationship with Jesus Christ as I expressed on Rivers International painfully the other day here and the love relationship alongside responsibilities inherent with loving the Lord God Father first.

Yes, there is a distinct difference and I have a bunch of male American Protestant men in my ministerial midst who do not understand the difference any better than I understand how to do the job Curtis has which gets him six figures. Yay God, but that doesn’t make me feel any better today–let me explain.

I reported just yesterday or the day before to Chavda Ministries International and Eagle’s View Ministries how I’m having a problem, oh poor me–that insane woman. His name is Curtis Coffey who doesn’t actually believe my testimony and finally admitted it right after our fifth child’s 18th birthday. I told both ministries I’m getting a job. I probably am going to do that soon for one reason: I’s tired of the degradation of not making any money in this weird place called America.

I’m tired of feeling guilty for my mistakes to have gotten me to this testimony today. I’m tired of Curtis saying sorry but being powerless like all the men I just named in this article to keep me out of prophetic pain. That hurt, ya’ll, across Hannah’s birthday though honestly we had a very good time with her. I am well acquainted, at least this year, with smiling and hurting at the same time. My kids are honestly hurting because it took nine long years for me to practice this skill and they saw my pain. But I’m good at painfully enjoying a lot of things these days. Yay God.

Anyway, happy Father’s Day post humor-less-ly to the Apostle Paul. Here is why:

1 Corinthians 4:4-16 

I do not write this to shame you, but to warn and counsel you as my beloved children.

15 After all, though you should have ten thousand teachers (guides to direct you) in Christ, yet you do not have many fathers. For I became your father in Christ Jesus through the glad tidings (the Gospel).

16 So I urge and implore you, be imitators of me.

I know it ain’t kosher, Rick Joyner, to imitate a gal like me. I am crazy, right? How ’bout you Bill Johnson? I don’t talk to Curtis here because he’s stuck with me through thick and thin and is just so exhausted that we had us a bad time of it in June. That’s why I’m thinking of getting a job. The least I can do for Curtis is help him pay off our debt and maybe have a small income for a while so that we have money to do the needed repairs on this property. The least I can do for this man who is very faithful, and one of the best fathers I know out there, is help him pay off debt I incurred with him.

I was the instigator a lot of times as far as the debt unless you are talking about the ministerial situation I found myself with concerning how I’ve swiped my credit card with a body form of Jesus Christ in the room.

It’s like this: hey Curtis, I guess $68,000 is better than a crack addict for a wife. I’m kidding until I”m not. When you have withstood as much pain as I have, you do something. I spent too much money. In those moments, it helped. But ya know, play fast and repent at leisure. Why in the hell I have to keep repenting like this is beyond me, but there it is in Jesus Name, amen.

Welcome Home, America. Uncovered No More’s tomb was sealed and then I did another, you know, Lazarus Arise in Jesus Name as I’ve been doing since that Double Moons Prayer Initiative Audio Files, Part One and Good Friday 2017 is my birthday, Part Two in Jesus Name, amen.

Dead While You Live completed on Father’s Day 2017 on “Rivers International”

Here is a devastating truth of my life: name it, it’s devastating. What you sow all your life, you reap no matter what you thought your interim decisions were communicating to God. What you choose to do with the fact that at some point as a Christian male, you will be tested like this is very key.  Jesus Christ gave males this example, and it is very easy to see: he showed this love which is the only one in males that allows the nullification of love grown cold by washing all disciples’s feet before his Crucifixion and also by asking God the Father to allow the cup of crucifixion to pass from Him. God takes the human free will of Christian Males and says–I love the world enough to say NO.  No, I am bending your free will to MINE, and in that moment, you see the DIETY as ONE IN THREE & THREE IN ONE otherwise understood as Alpha & Omega. This is according to Revelation 17 time-wide all glory to God.

I hint at this idea which I could only express directly after Father’s Day, 2017 in “Uncovered No More Vol 1 Audio” which is actually my second volume of testimony. The first set of three to five volumes, if one is to realize how many blog books I have published and destroyed, is a veritable boat-load of repentance work and wiping the tears away from I AM’s EYES that is being done by elect of all 12 tribes according to primarily Revelation 14.

But when I switched from working with Revelation 14 after about September of 2014 and moved into the sifting work of Revelation 7, even more people died. Even more devastation which broke me over and again happened. It is because the bold-ed paragraph above was hidden from my female prophetic sight to protect me as I finished the testimony of the dwelling of Jesus Christ (Revelation 19-22) that culminated in the one day of November 19, 2016 all glory, all glory, all glory to God.

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